Luke Brooks' Secret {boyxboy fanfic}

Luke's secret (boyxboy)

A/N so hopefully this part is going to be longer than the first. And some ‘interesting stuff will happen J

Ben's P.O.V.

I woke up that morning still smiling from yesterday, I remember the look on his face when he passed me in the hall way and the way he stuttered when he bumped into me coming out of class. As I turned my computer on to watch the videos, I practically have memorised by now and went down stair to get breakfast. I continued with my morning ritual of getting up, eating breakfast then going back up stairs to get ready for school and get my fix of janoskian videos. I loved watching them because it meant even if I didn’t get to see him at school I’d still see him a bit today.

I heard the door bell go 15 minutes later, which must be my friend Jack, he and I always walk to school together from the very first day. I open the door and see him standing there grinning as usual with his school bag and footy kit slung over his shoulder. “Hey Benjy, ready to go?” I grab my bag and walk out the door, already annoyed with him for using the ‘kiddie’ name that he knows I hate so much. It was given to me by my older sister Molly when I was little. I thought I’d got rid of the name but it was abruptly brought back one day when my sister accidentally let it slip in front of our friend Trixie and Trixie being Trixie continues to torment me with it.

On our way to school we catch up with our group and continue to walk to school boisterously chatting loudly amongst ourselves. As we turn the corner we bump into someone, when I look up I see it’s him, the one and only him, the gorgeous curly haired sassy sex god that haunts my dreams. I grin at him again making him blush, and then I notice he’s with his friends and brother. I know his friends don’t l usually take a liking to boys in younger years. They shove us (all except Tyla of course, being my sisters best friend he doesn’t like joining his friends when they do that knowing when it’s just the two of us, we’re very good friends) out the way laughing and carry on walking towards school, he gives me a shy smile and follows after his brother slapping him on the back. I watch him play fight with his brother and carry on to school.

“Nice guy to have a crush on Benjy” says Jack causing the rest of my friends to laugh. You see I am gay and ‘out of the closet’ but people tend not to know because I don’t go parading it around to everyone so mainly it’s just my friends and family that know.

I laugh it off and tell them all to shut up, “So, when are you going to finally do something about this humongous crush you’ve got on him?” asks Kieran one of my other friends.

“Soon, very very soon” I say laughing with an evil look in my eye.

We arrive at school 5 minutes later just as the bell rings; we all walk to our classes. Through out the morning I chat to my friends whilst thinking about Luke, I picture his dark curly hair that always looks perfect, I imagine what it’s be like to chew on the lip ring that goes through those big soft looking lips and last but definitely not least I see the big squidgy bubble butt that I imagine squeezing every time he walks away from me. I know, I sound like a pervert, but hey, who cares, the guy's a sex God to say the least

At break time, with the help of my friends much to their reluctants, I begin my plan to get my boy.  

Luke’s  P.O.V.

After this morning I knew getting Ben would be even harder. The little smile he gave me when we left was reassuring though even if it did nearly make me give away my crush, again.

As usual I sat through my first classes’ thinking about him with Jai and Aaron sitting next to me talking and laughing, I try to join in but as usual the only thing on my mind is Ben. At break time I go to my locker and open it, as I do a note falls out and I bend down to pick it up. I’m shocked at what I read...

‘Meet me at maccas after school –B’

“What’s that” I hear Jai ask from behind me. “Err...Nothing” I say shoving the note into my bag he reaches in after it and I try to fight it off him but he wins. He reads the note then he begins to grin “oooh someone’s got a date!” He laughs and runs outside with the note, I run after him but by the time I’ve got there he’s already shouting to everyone that I have a date, when I get there I tackle him to the ground and start wrestling him whilst everyone else is laughing at the two of us.

“you can be such a twat sometimes ya’ know Jai” I don’t like fighting with my brothers but sometimes he annoys me so much! I grab the note back from him and stand up. By now everyone else has gone back to their own conversations, used to our brotherly fights. Then you hear the dreaded words “Is this who I think it is Lukey?” says Trixie, I turn to stare at her “what are you talking about” I stutter “I think you know exactly what I’m talking about Luke”

She grabs my arm ignoring everyone else and drags me off to the other side of the courtyard.  “I’m talking about Ben, Luke” “what, what...Umm” I start to stutter again, she doesn’t know, she CAN’T know, can she? As if she could read your mind she said “Yes I know Luke, I see the way you look at him”

“I don’t know what you’re talking about Trixie!” I reply too quickly.

“Yes you do Luke, I’ve always seen it! You just need to accept it yourself” I look down, I don’t want to hide it from people anymore, I slowly nod. “Yay!” she screeches “ I've always wanted a gay best friend” I can’t help but laugh at her eagerness, she always manages to cheer me up.

“So, are you going to meet him? I presume the ‘B’ stands for Ben, right?” she asks. “I’m not sure, I didn’t see who put it in my locker, and I might go just out of curiosity. I wonder what he wants” I ponder the thought, does he really want to meet me I ask myself.

I don’t see him for the rest of the day but I do have Trixie bouncing along next to me chattering to me about the date, by the end of school I’m so nervous I can’t pay attention to anything anyone’s saying.

At the last bell I get dragged out of class by Trixie, when we get to our group she pulls me right past them, I hear them ask where we’re going “no where” she replies and carries on pulling me towards the exit and towards the train station (A/N I have no idea where everything is in Melbourne, I’m just guessing...) when we reach maccas I look through the window and see Ben already in there waiting for me. I start to panic “omg Trixie, I can’t do this I say to her”

“nuhuh Luke, you’re going in there and you are going to talk to him” she pushes me through the door And pushes me until I’m sitting down in front of Ben he’s grinning at us. “Hey Benjy” says Trixie “Hi Trixie” replies Ben. She walks off and I’m left sitting there with him.

“So you got my note” he says, the affect his voice has on me is ridiculous, “err yeh” I stutter.

“Why did you want me to meet you here” I ask

“You’re gay right?” he says, I’m taken aback; I don’t know how to answer that. He certainly gets straight to the point...

“umm, yeh i guess” I say looking down.

“I thought so” he says cheekily, “I knew I saw you checking me out"

Now that I’m finally talking to him I can see that I like him even more...we order our food and sit talking and eating, he tells me about what sports he likes and about his family and friends and about when he 'came out' then he asks me about myself.

“So when did you come out?” he asks

“err.. well I’m not really out” I say

“What? How can you not be? I just thought you were like me and didn’t show it off...”

“Well you know about the janoskians, how do you think the fans would feel if I came out, let alone my family, my brothers would hate me.”

“No they wouldn’t they’d learn to live with it” he tries to reassure me but I’m still not sure.

“Ok, how about this, we can keep this a secret until you’re ready.” He says grinning

“Wait, what? Are you asking me out” I’m too shocked, I don’t know what else to say...

“Yes lukey, will you be my boyfriend?”...

A/N hehehe cliff hanger ;) I told you more ‘interesting stuff’ would happen. Please tell me if you like it or not? 

~ janothatchick