A/N YAY!! LUKE AND BEN ARE BACK! I'm so sorry to the people who've been asking for an update, I've only just got round to it, this may be short but I wanted to give you something and I'll try and update more often from now on!
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My heart sinks down into my stomach and I feel tears spring into my eyes. I look to the boys and they just watch me break down.
“Get out” I hear someone say.
“What?” I question.
“I said get out, I don’t want you in my house” my mum says...
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I can't believe what I'm hearing, neither can my brothers by the looks on their faces
"What do you mean? you don't want me mum?" I fight against the tears in my eyes
"No, you're disgusting, I thought I raised you better than this" there's a huge lump in my throat from choking back sobs
"you can get some of your things but I want you out now" she adds.
I feel like I'm in a trance as I walk past my shocked brothers into my room, I pull out a bag and stuff a few clothes in not properly thinking about what I need. Once I'm done I go back out into the kitchen where my mum and my brothers still sit.
My mum doesn't look at me, she just points to the door.
I don't say anything as I leave shutting the door behind me feeling my whole world come crashing down, I thought if I had my brothers I could handle this but my own mother - the woman who gave birth to me - rejecting me was too much.
I don't know what to do with my self so I mindlessly walk around with my bag in hand.
Before I understand where I am I find myself knocking on Ben's door. I hear him laughing as he opens the door he sees me and smiles then fully takes in my tear stained face.
"Luke, baby, what happened?" he says grabbing my hand and dragging me inside.
"My mu...my mum kicked me out" I manage to choke out past the tears
"she found out about us and kicked me out" I crumple into a ball on the floor as it fully hits me.
Ben kneels down beside me and wraps me in his arms. He silently rocks me backwards and forwards like a baby - usually I'd mind being treated like this but at this time it's all I need, to know that he's here.
After a while I realise where I am and my sobs turn to muffled hiccups.
"Come on, let's get you into bed, you need to sleep" Ben says helping me up and half carrying me up the stairs. I take off my clothes as if in a trance, not entirely aware of what I was doing. I lie staring up at his bed room ceiling.
It's a big double bed so I feel the bed dip as Ben climbs in next to me. I look over at his beautiful face lying next to me with those big beautiful blue eyes that I love so much.
"I don't regret it" I hear myself say.
"It's who I am, I shouldn't have to hide that, especially from my own mum"
"I know Lukey" Ben adds
I can see him struggling to figure out what to say but I don't need him to say anything, all I need is him next to me.
I roll fully on to my side to look at him
"I think I'm in love with you" I whisper
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A/N there you go guys!!! haha another cliff-hanger. I hope it wasn't too boring but thank you for waiting! comment, vote etc and I'll try and update again soon!
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Luke Brooks' Secret {boyxboy fanfic}
Fiksi PenggemarLuke Brooks is gay, he knows that, he accepts that. But what happens when everyone else finds out? and what about Ben the the gorgeous blonde haired boy that he's been crushing on for years..?
