I'm a shit writer , oops.
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Andy finally let me leave the bathroom after about 10 minutes of arguing. Him saying I'm not a fuck up and me saying I am. You don't understand how much I want to say yes to Andy adopting me ! I just know that he'll bring me back here! He grabbed my wrist gently , pulling me to face him. "At least let me finish the interview. It'll just be the two of us. Please?"
"Okay. But we do the interview in my room so we don't get disturbed!" He started smiling.
We walked in my room and sat on my bed. "So, can you answer a few questions?" I nodded my head. "When's your birthday? Do you like living in England ? Do you like America ? And can we make a deal?"
"My birthdays December 1st , I fucking hate England, yea I guess and what's the deal?" I answered. He grabbed my hands.
"Promise me something. If I adopt you , you need to promise me that you won't self-harm anymore. Please." I sighed. Doesn't he understand it's not that simple?!
"I'll try-"
"Goddamnit! Imogen , I need to know that you won't hurt yourself anymore!" I nodded my head. I know I shouldn't. I'll only break the promise.
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It's been 2 days since Andy was here. I don't think he's adopting anyone. I got more messages from Aaron. He asked me to meet him at the park , so I did. I know it's probably a bad idea but I really need to know what he wants.
It didn't take long for me to get there. Am I sure this is where he said to meet? There wasn't anyone here. I pulled out my phone and messaged Aaron. I wrote something like 'If you wanna talk , then get the fuck here!' He didn't even reply. Ugh ! I was about to start walking home when a guy walked in the park. He ran at me and everything went blurry. The last thing I saw was the ground.
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I woke up and saw white. Am I in hospital? There were thingys in my arms , I don't know what you call anything in hospitals. I hate them. "Imogen , you're awake!" A nurse spoke to me. She seems nice! "Why am I here?" She looked confused. "You don't remember?" I shook my head 'no'. She walked outside to the other doctor. "She doesn't remember what happened. Should we tell her?"
"No. It'll be better if she remembers it slowly by herself." The male doctor spoke.
"There's someone that wants to see you!" She told me walking in. Then Andy walked in. What's he doing here? He sat down on the chair next to my bed.
"What're you doing here?" I asked. I'm honestly too tired for him to say some random shit. I will literally walk out of here if he pisses me off.
"I wanted to adopt you. I wanted you to actually be sure about it. Instead of forcing you! Do you want me to adopt you?" I saw the lights reflecting in his eyes. I smiled.
"Yea. I do. But I'm kind of a fuck up so I wouldn't be surprised if you-" he sighed. "Andy?"
"Yeah?"
"What happened ? I can't remember anything. The last thing I remember was that I was at the park waiting to meet Aaron and he wasn't there. Then a guy entered the park in all black and he started walking over to me and then I saw black." He sighed and told me he can't tell me. Why can't I be told !?
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I walked into my room to start packing my things to live with Andy. I'm actually nervous. What if the other guys don't like me? What if I get breakfast without asking and he thinks I'm being a cheeky fuck?! I heard a knock on my bedroom door. "Um yea come in?" I asked.
"Hey. You almost done packing?" Andy asked. I nodded my head and zipped up my suitcase. He smiled and picked it up for me.
"I'll be down soon , I've just gotta check something." He nodded and proceeded down the stairs. I opened one of my drawers and got my blades out and put them in a small box. It's a bad habit.
-Skipping Plane ride-
Andy wrapped his arm around my shoulder , gently squeezing me. I looked at his house , it was reasonably large , but not too large. I started biting my lip ring. I do that a lot when I'm nervous!
He showed my around his house and introduced me to my bedroom. I had my own bathroom and built-in-wardrobe. I started unpacking all of my things; starting with my clothes and underwear , then my boots , Vans and Converse. I placed my make up and bracelets on my chest of drawers. I put the teddy bear I'd had since I was a baby next to my band bracelets. I heard a knock on my door then Andy walked in. Should I call him dad? No. Why not ?! You'll be intruding his life! You've only been with him about a day! I kept fighting with myself inside my brain.
"Hey. You ready for dinner?" He asked. I nodded my head and walked downstairs with him. It's 7PM already? I wonder if the orphanage told him I'm anorexic. He hasn't said anything. I mean , I do wear baggy jumpers. It would be kinda hard to tell. I saw lots of food. Like , a lot. I felt sick at the thought of eating anything.
"Did you cook this yourself?" I asked. He nodded his head.
"Don't get used to it! They guys helped me." He laughed. Tell him! You'll gain too much weight! But what if he gets angry with me? It probably took them a long time to make all of this!
"Are you okay?" He asked waving a hand in front of my face. I nodded and inhaled. He sat me down at the end of the table and he sat at the opposite end. Jinxx and CC were opposite each other on the long side with Jake and Ashley opposite each other.
I barely touched my food. I just pulled small pieces off and slowly chewed them. You've gained weight already! No I haven't! The more I argued with myself , the less I ate. I think they all noticed.
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Adopted [BVB/Andy Biersack]
Fanfiction13 year old Imogen Smith thought that she'd never get adopted after her parents (and brother) died. Until one day , she gets adopted by someone she idolised. But will her life get better? **Trigger Warning!** {{HELLA Cliché}}