doctor, I miss you!

chapter 1

"MOM?" Mingyu calls while gets in the house

"in the kitchen sweetheart," tells his mommy

"mom, I passed! I'm going to Afghanistan." Mingyu informed his mother, happiness was visible in his voice

"oh my gosh! Congratulations sweetheart!!!" His mom was happy but you could see the worry and sadness in her voice, it's never easy to a mother sending a son to the middle of a war and with a possibility that he could die... "when are you going?" she asks with a sweet voice

"in two days," he says and the sock was visibly in her face, she wasn't ready to let him go like this and she might not see him ever again because she knows he's too good for a place like that, for a world like this. He would risk his own life for everyone no matter who he is and would always try to save and help people and that's really really dangerous

"I'll be fine, mom. Don't worry. I'm happy" he says with a confident attitude and it's true he's happy, he's going to do what he dreams of not the way he wished but after the last year events he had freeze is college scholarships and joined to the army with the mindset to go to one of the war countries to help who needs and away from him.

Two days have never passed so fast in Mingyu's mother perspective. He's currently in the plain that goes take him to Afghanistan. He's happy that's true but he stills feel the same pain and sadness that he felt on that day, the day he left. He doesn't love him anymore, it's more like a memory thing and throwback feelings that makes all this more difficult to forget about.

The time in a plain can be bad sometimes because you have a lot of time to think about whatever you want but we can't control our thoughts so it may go to something we do not want to think about and make us feel a little uneasy. Mingyu was on that stage he sometimes regrets about what happened, he tries to go back and see where he failed but he can't see it. He thinks and tries to imagine how things would be right now if he had run after his love and just stayed in home crying but there's nothing he could do right now about it. He has forgotten Wonwoo and he is sure that he doesn't love him anymore, after a year of pain he was finally over with him. Being in Afghanistan would definitely be a good thing and would make him happy and forget all the memories -the last thing that rest, memories.