Even When I Doubt You

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by Crispy_Coconut

by Crispy_Coconut

⚠️WARNING⚠️WARNING⚠️TRIGGERING STUFF IN THIS CHAPTER AND PROBABLY THROUGHOUT THE WHOLE ENTIRE BOOK SO BE CAREFUL⚠️

I found myself in the tour bus with a knife with blood on it from my wrist and my stomach.

What had I done to myself?

I started to walk to my bed but then realized I wasn't even moving. I dropped the knife and fell to the ground.

WeLl DoNe My FrIeNd
Did I die
Im NoT sUrE bUt I hOpE!
Might as well die. I don't deserve to live. Antonia can be happy with Mark
LoViNg AlL tHe NeGiTiViTy
Of course you are. It's miserable in life and now I have to be dead and miserable too?
YeS iT'lL bE gReAt. YoU sEe I'vE bEeN mIsErAbLe AlL mY lIfE bEcAuSe I hAvE hAd To LiVe WiTh YoU! HaHaHaHA
Great pun. ha.....ha
StOp BeInG sUcH a PaRtY pOoPeR
Then I'll go to the bathroom
MaYbE yOu ShOuLd Be AlIvE yOuR sO bOrInG
Well then deal with m-

"Tyler!" Antonia yelled "Oh my gosh! Someone dial 911!" I could hear that she was crying. I was surprised she even cared.
"On it!" Said Josh
"I'm-." I start to say as I start to doze off "a-."
"Tyler! Please stay alive!"
"Goner-."

Antonia PØV

"Tyler! Please stay alive!"
"Goner-." He said. Why would he do this? Why? His phone started to buzz so I checked his pocket. I saw a small box in his pocket so I picked it up, I opened it to see a ring. Was he going to propose to me? This made me cry even more. But then I remembered what I was doing. He had gotten a text from an unknown number it read.

"HaVe FuN wItH tHiS aNtOnIa. HAHHAHAHAhahahHahahahahHHAHAH.
-B_u_r_f_c_"

What? Who was B_u_r_f_c? Was this Mark? I checked through Tylers phone he had a contact for Mark
"Josh?" I asked "Where is the ambulance its been an hour! He is almost about to stop breathing!"
"I don't know!"
"Josh?"
"What?"
"Who is this?" I ask him as I hold up the text message to him
"B underscore U underscore R underscore F underscore C underscore?" He asked confused "That reminds me of Blurryface, wait!"
"What?"
"If you replace the L, the first R, the Y, the A and the E with a underscore then it's B underscore U underscore R underscore F underscore C underscore!"
"But it couldn't be Blurryface could it?"
"I don't know."
"TYLER STOPPED BREATHING I NEED TO GIVE HIM CPR!"