The wind in a blue sky(on Going)

Episode one : The confession

10 PM of the first day of the week . I have just got back from cheering up my crush from the volleyball match . I tired and complicated because of my best friend's suggestion . ' No matter with your crush's status , ages or genders .... Just tell him if you love him and the pain will gone ' 

 This is such a bad idea and the last thing I would literally gonna do . By only listen to it , I even feeling scared ; I feel like I would make people who're surrounding me disappointed . I take my necktie off while running up into my bedroom in second floor of the house . I paste my bag pack down on the floor and take a deep breath and sigh . I manage my self to lay on the bed and take my phone out from my pocket . I slowly scrolling down through the pictures of my crush . He's handsome , cute , athletic , grades-hunter .... But look at me . How can I suppose to fight against with his beautiful girlfriend who's called as The perfectionist . I lock the screen and slowly walking down to the kitchen . 

My mom is cutting the carrot and the water in a big pot is boiling . " you are just on time , ' wind ' ( thats my name ) , I'm cooking your flavor , sliced-pork tofu soup " . I am walking disappointedly to sit on the chair with the big round table in front of me . Later , my mom gets the soup in a big bowl and put it down on the table . I have just put the spoon which full with the hot white-rice into my mouth and I started crying .

 " what's happened son ? " my mom said . I wiped my face to clear the tears . " mom , what if I told you I'm different . What if I told you I like man instead of woman . Can you accept it ?.... am I still gonna be your son ? " . then , there's a long silence shown up .

; meet me next ep soon ; sorry , not that grammar perfection .