TO MY PRINCESS :
a birthday only happens once a year, it isn't something that's apparent every day and for you, it's your sweet sixteen, a once in a lifetime experience. the emotions going through you right now must be crazy right? so im going to ask you : how does my beautiful angel feel? okay, ain't going to lie but how got autocorrected to hoe the first time i wrote it. the way we met was rather surprising, rather astonishing and rather crazy. the way we met i always will treasure it forever. you've made me smile daily and you were a huge flicker of hope in my life. we used to be each other's 'daymaker' before we realised we in fact were twins, the best of twins too. we've changed our profile pictures to cringey childhood tv shows multiple times and when i was sad or in a bad place, you never failed to make me happy. the amount of things you've done got me is unbelievable : caused me to be at the peak of my euphoria, boosted my followers by nearly double and at the end of the day, said the sweetest messages. you make me so soft and make me want to protect you from all of humanity, seriously. your paragraphs are adorable, you're so cute and you've made me so happy. you've literally cured my sadness with a simple hi or hey.
I actually cherish and adore our memories and you're gorgeous self. you're one cute light in my life who's blessed me and has kept me going. you were one of the first people that became my sister. seriously, i always get along well with zainab's and zaynab's. anyway, you're a princess and this is your day. wear your crown, stand up high and get all the love you eagerly want to receive. it isn't anyone else's special day, okay it's other people's too, but it's also yours and you have the right to stand tall, smile and get this day to be happy. smile zay, seriously, it's your day and you put so much effort into caring for everyone else you sometimes forget about yourself. stand tall, smiles out, laughs coming and be happy today. don't give love to others but make sure you receive all of the love and smile : just smile! you're pretty, kind, caring and beautiful. you're sweet, beautiful and astonishingly amazing. whenever i was in soft hrs or sad hrs or even the couple of times i went full on emo, you were still here for me bringing me hope and giving me light and faith. i guess, when i left wattpad before our 10 months i just needed a way to let go. i had too many strong connections to wattpad and memories of some of my ex best friends who ended up being literal snakes. but forget me. you've gone through so much, so much it could last a lifetime for anybody. you are truly one of the strongest humans that have embraced this planet, you truly deserve so much happiness to make up for the sadness that had washed over you. a speck of your pain could cause tears in the eyes of multiple specimens like myself and yes, your sadness makes me sad. your happiness makes me joyful and currently, whilst i write this im only thinking of how sweet and nice you are, how your day's been, how you are, what you're doing etc etc. EXCETRA EXCETRA. excetra excetra kinda sounds like extra extra which both of us seem to be lmaO. imagining a life without you is truly impossible, a crime if i say. if i hadnt met you, i, i wouldnt have gained courage, gained my strength and id still be weak. i, thats the biggest thing im thanking you for.
you make my life happier, you bring joy to it, make me smile so much harder, cry so much less, you make me feel loved and as if i actually matter zay. zay, my twin, you make me scream of joy and your paragraphs make me soft within seconds. i just want you to know that today is your day, its the day you can climb mount everest and proclaim your happiness, the day you have no chance of crying because it would be utterly, utterly terrible. zay! its your day to shine brighter than all the other mediocre asteroids, the day you can gasp at your gifts, laugh at your friends and with them and spend today in the way you'd want to best. as long as you're smiling, so am i. as long as you're happy, a smile is brought onto my face. i cant express my love in any way that i have for you but zay, today you grab hold of the reigns of happiness and steer yourself to a land of love, not of broken dreams but rather of appreciation and love and fun. you'd love it, you'd love yourself and im hoping you do. zay zay zay. have an amazing day bby, smile, cry, laugh and be happy! je t'aime ma chère, je t'aime ma princesse et je t'aime zay. basically, in all ways i love your gorgeous soul and i love your attitude, your kind and caring characteristics and the sweetness that envelops your voice. i love our random talks, how you understand how I'm going and how we truly are made to be best friends. i love your kindness, your sweetness, how adorable you are and how caring you are. I love how you look our for your friends and make me want to look after the sweet soul called zay. I love you bby.
^ had to add that in because that's us two and our emo souls. you truly are pretty and gorgeous and a soul that i would never, ever give up. you are so precious to me and i love love love your soul, you are everything to me. seriously, you make me smile daily, stop me crying and are everything to me, my sweet baby, i can't describe how i love you so much. now let's start talking about this messed up account why don't we? I'm just kidding, it's bomb okay? solardior aka me, decided we all needed a calm way to keep you soft and show appreciation for you because you like to keep your Mb free of paragraphs because 'they make it look messy.' so using my amazing stalking skills, I stalked you hard and found some of your close friends to write a paragraph for you. i know this might not be what you expected, it might not be great, might not be cool, but I'm glad it's your birthday and that you're one year older. honestly, I wasn't really good at this anonymous thing because I think you kind of realised and tried to talk to me. you literally asked if I was 'zainab' a friend of yours. with lots of love and uwu's , zai , your twin and well wisher.
:: zai