My teen mom story

Feburary

February 2nd was a day I made the wrong decision. I ended up getting into a relationship with christian. We had to keep it a secret from everyone. I knew it was wrong trust me.

We knew it wasn't right well at least I did. I always felt like if  I broke up with him he would tell my mom what I was doing behind her back. I mean he was my step cousin. So I knew if she knew I would be dead. 

One day I woke up and he had told his mom that we were together and he told him not to be stupid. She never stopped it at all. I always wondered why she didn't knowing what was happening. Anyways it was around 2 1/2 months in and me and my mother moved out of my uncle's because my great grandma had passed away and she left her house to my mom so we  moved in there. I was happy that we had our own place but sad how it happened. 

When we left Christian was camping with his friends and he had came back to the house and found out we had moved out. He was blowing up my Facebook and my messenger. When  me and my mom talked to his mom she said that he was crying and he never cried that bad. So my mom felt bad and had him sleep over. That happened for a month were he kept wanting to sleep over. 

I can't remember exactly when I lost my virginity. I believe it was in May or June  I'm guessing. It was not what I had imagined what it would be like. The next time we had sex it was okay he never thought about about me.

Every time he would come over he would wanna have sex. There was a time were I told him no and he had threatened me that he was going to tell my mom. So we ended up having sex that night. He would always make sure my mom was knocked out asleep before he would try with me and it was annoying.

I started smoking weed with him and there was one night he was over at my house with his cousin Payne. They kept telling me take a puff and inhale it in longer and this was when I just started smoking so I didn't know what to do so I was being cool by listening to them. After I took a couple hits I was messed up like bad. I went to my moms room and laid on my stomach. I was passed out and didn't know what was happening but I remember shat did happen.

Christian and Payne came in my mom's room and I was just in there by myself. My mom was taking a shower I believe and they went in the room by me and I could feel someone on top of my butt I felt someone smacking my butt and grinding. I don't know if they were taking turns doing it but when I started moving they left. My mom made some dinner and told me to get up and I did. I went and sat down and tried to eat but I felt disgusted. I asked them what happened and they acted like they didn't know what I was talking about.  I went into the bathroom crying. I came out of the bathroom and they told me to stay up with them. I told them no I don't want to so I went to bed. I couldn't imagine what might of happened that night if I did.