My teen mom story

5 months old

Isaiah was 5 months old now and he was doing so good. We moved out of my sister's because that didn't go to well. So we moved in with my mom's ex boyfriend and his girlfriend. They were so nice about our situation and understanding. It was a good setup because when I would do my online classes I always had someone to help me with Isaiah.

I was going through postpartum depression so bad. I hated how my body was and I was just overall lost. I didn't know what to think. I went through so much when Isaiah was born. I missed the person I was becoming. I had a lot of confidence and I had friends.

When you have a kid you lose friends and family which is crazy because that is apart of life, having a kid and being a parent. Yeah teen pregnancy is not an ideal plan but it happens and some women do have abortions and some don't. I think it is up to the woman. That is just my thinking.

It was all too much for me to deal with so my mother had taken me to the doctor for depression and they prescribed me medicine to help with but It never helped me so I had stopped taking it.

Isaiah was off the heart monitor but he was still having trouble keeping his food down. He was always spitting up constantly. Worse than most babies. I felt bad for him but the doctor said it happens.