I've got this feeling
What is it though
I feel homesick
But I'm at home
...I have a family
And good friends too
Then why does this feeling
Never feel new
...It's grasp is like a vise
It makes me tremble in my socks
Why is it here
I feel like I'm in a box
...It makes me hot
With burning fear
Why is this happening
What is this I feel
...It brings aches to my head
It never lets me sleep
Why do I seem
Like I'm drowning in the deep
...It causes me to tremble
It makes me feel so lost
But I know exactly where I am
Do I, or do I not
...I feel so uninspired
Like a sad lonely blank page
I feel like I'm so very far away
Locked in a cage
...What am I doing
Is this my life now
This homesick feeling
That makes me feel down
...My eyes well up
With tears gone unshed
What is happening
Is all I've worked for dead
...Is there something I've missed
something I need
Is something I love dying
Have I caused them to bleed
...I feel surrounded by darkness
even though there is light