Fatal Attraction

I'm Done !!

-Heaven's POV

 

Another month as passed and Im tired . I've bin working extra shifts just to keep my mind off of what's going on. Why do men treat a good loyal woman so badly ? don't they know they'll lose her. I'm now at my kids school picking them up and I'm gonna go pick up Love from Lysha hopefully she ain't broke nothing this time. "Hey momma .. " the kids said coming in . "Hey Guys " I said making sure they were buckled up before driving off. I drove all the way to Lysha's house , the kids and I got out the car and walked to her door step ringing the bell. "Ohh hey ..come in " she said smiling I walked in my little peach was running to me "Mommy " she shouted as I picked her up kissing her cheek. "Hii Pooh .. you bin a good girl ?" I asked her but she did a evil smile looking at her aunt. "Girl this child is never behaved but she didn't do anything bad today..." she said laughing then she stopped "The kids should stay here .. its Friday and its Chinese day for us .. plus you need some time alone to rest you look tired and stressed " I nodded in a agreement . The kids was excited to stay so I wasn't gonna stop them. "Pooh you gonna stay too ? " I said kissing her cheeks repeatedly as she smile. "Yes !" she said clapping and Justin was happy when she said yes . I put her down and Justin took her to the play room. I hugged the kids good bye and lefted.

I decided to stop by this take out place and get me something to eat because I'll just be wasting food if I cooked. "Yeah ..can I get ribs ..Mac&cheese .. corn bread ..mash potatoes" I pointed as she takes it up putting it in my plate. I paid for it and lefted . I drove to the house to see this sliver car in the drive thru. I was a bit curious so I pulled in front of the house instead. I opened the door and I saw clothes laying on the stairs so placed my food down along with my bag and followed. It ended to my bed room and I opened up the door . My stomach felt a shocking pain as I saw him making love to another woman. When she saw me she screamed but in reality I should be the one screaming because I heart was literally pulled out of my body on to the floor and stepped on. He got off her quickly wrapping the sheet on his waiste. "Sorry for interrupting " I said looking at him at this moment the tears was flowing and I couldn't feel anything my body was numb.  I didn't hear anything he said but my eyes just looked at her wondering what did she had that I didn't . Until I heard "Baby .. I'm sorry .. " I turned to see him there standing up butt naked in front of me.  I felt has his hand grap my hand coming closer to me but I didn't move I just stare. For a minute I wasn't sure if my spirit was there anymore if my heart was there because I was hurting so bad. It felt like I got ran over by a dump truck with no stopping. I finally found the strength to pull away from him , from us and walk away . I went down stairs and I went in my purse I found a gun and I watched as she tan down and I shot her in her leg but I saw her baby bump so I didn't aim to kill . But she self something on the floor it was in a big yellow envelope . I walked over and picked it up sitting down next to my plate. I opened it and it was a pregnancy test that she was positive.  I began eating and just thinking about how I like men treat me the way they do. I give my heart to people and it just seem as if they take it for granted . "Can we talk .. I know I'm the last person you'll wanna hear from .. but baby .. I'm sorry " he said standing in the front of me.  I didn't bother to look up I didn't wanna be eye to eye with the man that I once loved. "I deserve that .  I deserve you not responding to me and I deserve you not looking at me ... I'm sorry baby .. I mess up big time .. I made a repeated mistake and I take full responsibility for my actions .. " he rambled on but in my head they were just words being said from a man that hurt me . They were just words that replayed in my head with no stop . He sat down and I could feel his eyes on me , I can feel the air in the room change it became much colder than it was before. I asked for strength to be able to fight  but in reality I just felt weak. I got up from the table and I entered the kitchen putting my plate in the fridge as if I was ever gonna go back to eat it again. It was my last time eating it just like it was and is my last time being married to him.

" Can you talk to me ..can you say something ?" he asked moving closer to me and now we were in front of each other but I still couldn't face him. I can't face the fact that I was being played again and again it didn't make sense to me. He stood in my way as I tried to move from him , from the way he once could hold me and everything will be alright I was done. "Move out my way Posion ! " I manage to yell but the crack in my voice gave away the hurt I was feeling. I wanted to take up the gun and shoot him but I knew I could live the rest of my life with my kids knowing I killed their father . He moved and I walked upstairs but I can feel him following me . I reached the bedroom the same room he had sexed another woman in the same bedroom we made our daugther in but it didn't mean anything to him just like our marriage didn't . I went into the bathroom and I stripped down naked looking at myself in the mirror as he watched leaning by the door fame. My body felt cold and unwanted I can tell why because the man that once made it felt safe was the same man that hurt and damage it. He walked over to me kissing my neck looking at me through the glass and I can tell he was trying to make things better but he wasn't there was nothing that could make me feel better . His hands ran all over my body "Posion stop !" I said closing my eyes but he didn't instead he keep doing it and this time his hands was between my legs. "I don't want it anymore .. I don't want you anymore " I yell as tear after tear escaped my eyes begging the emeny to have mercy on my broken and beated soul.  He lifted his head up looking at me "I'm sorry " . I turned around finally facing the beast that once was a prince or a king in my eyes "I'm Done !!"

**Okay guys I wanted this to be meanly about their beef and this will go on in further chapters .. also I wanted to make some huge changes to this book.. Vote and comment what you think .. Stay Tuned !! **