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-Heaven's POV

Its bin a while now and I moved in a new house. Poison doesn't talk to me as matter of fact we got a divorce instead. He told me a divorce makes more sense , it hurted me but its what he wants. I haven't mentioned to him that I'm a month pregnant with his child simply because he doesn't speak to me. So now I'm working and taking care of our three kids. On the other hand I miss him but he show no sign of missing me or wanting to be with me. "Mommy Dada soon reach .." She yell and all I did was nodded my head rubbing my stomach. "Heather & PJ ..hurry come downstairs your father is soon here !" I shouted as I walked them each come down with a bag.

"Mommy when are you gonna tell him " Heather said getting cereal to eat. "Your father doesn't wanna talk to me .. He don't even wanna listen " I said look at my stomach in the mirror. I remember clearly the last night we had sex it was amazing I loved my kids father with every part of me but he cheated not me. I heard his car pulled up which shook me out of my thoughts. I picked Love off the couch and brought her to the front door. He didn't even look at me , he just got the kids and left.

**Hours passed **

It's 10pm and I'm not sleepy . I'm horny and I'm craving Poison , I'm tired of fxcking myself I need something real. I picked up the phone and sail his number. "Hello" his deep voice abswered . "Hey .. I was just calling because ..I think we should talk " I said but the line went clear and the only thing I heard was breathing. "What we gotta talk about ? ..the kids are fine .." He said getting straight to the point but it hurt so much . "What is your problem you acting like we had nothing together ..like we -" before I can finish he jumped in "What we had is done.. Finished .. Nothing else we need to talk about" he said then hanged up the phone.  I turned off the lamp and cried myself to sleep .

I woke up to a horn blowing outside and I looked out to see it was him. He wanted up to the door and I opened it looking at him as he walked in. "What do you want ?" I asked him placing my hand on my side because my feet hurts and I just bin feeling a little heavy. He turned on the lights and his eyes was opened wide. I looked at him and he walked over to me then at my stomach. "You bin putting on weight ?" He asked coming closer and closer to me but I just shakes my head. " Ever since your dick bin inside me and you exploded many times ..yes I have put on weight because my baby is greedy " I told him and he stopped and stare. I walked closer to him and placed his hands on my stomach .

He looked in my eyes and his hands when lower grabbing my ass , kissing my lips and in no time we were in the bedroom naked. "Why do we do this ?" He whispered kissing my neck but I just was enjoying the moment we shared . "Because we love each other ..I just can't get pass how you hurt me " I said looking and the empty white wall it reminds me of how I feel sometimes EMPTY. "I love you .. I wanna be with you for the rest of my life even if that means going through the worst with each other ..we got a next kid coming in the world .. I pray its a boy " he spoke rubbing my stomach but I didn't response I just let his words play in my head putting me to sleep.

-Posion's POV

I woke up to Heavens cooking and the kids running up and down fighting each other even Love was getting in it. "Love ! Get off PJ and stop pinching Heather little girl ..why you so rude ?" I yell looking at her walking over. "Dada that's PJ fault ...he bin bad " she said pointed at her brother with her innocent face but she knew i wasnt gonna buy that. Heaven walked in with plates full with pancakes, waffles, sausages, bacon etc. That's what I miss thw most waking up to her breakfast in the mornings. I ate and fed Heather but I notice she wasn't eating.

"Baby whats going on ..why you ain't eating ?" I asked her kissing her neck. In my mind I just hope she ain't switching up on me because lately we married then we ain't . "I'm not hungry ..well the baby ain't hungry .. I'm fine but baby ..I wanna go out tonight ..somewhere romantic " she said pulling on my shirt and I  smiled. "How about we go to that new Mexican restaurant ..I heard some live piano music gonna be okaying tonight " I told her taking the hair out of her face. In her eyes she was tired and out of it , I know because her smile wasn't the same. "What can I do to make you happy again ? ..to make us happy again ?" I asked her making her shock by my question. She looked up at me and then turned her head looking at the kids biting on her bottom lips. "I am happy ...I'm happy to have you back .. To be having our next child ..I'm happy to feel safe in your arms" she said silently kissing on my lips and sucking on the bottom one. I blushed not because of what she said but how she said it . She makes me happy even when we go through things , I don't see myself with no one else .

-Lysha's POV

"DJ stop that and please let me breathe ... Gosh why did PJ go to visit his parents ..ughh !" I yell I was tired and frustrated. I honestly had no time to relax between going to DJ games and supporting PJ I really had no time for anything. I haven't even mention my husband and wife Devin & Miya. Yes ! I'm now married to a woman will not legally but Devin and I are in an open marriage. Miya doesn't live with us , even though we are together . Devin is Miya's brother who she no longer talk to because of me.

Life is just to much for me ,but I love it. "Baby bring that ass here " Devin demand. I walked over to him moving my hips side tovside as I playing twirl my hair. "Daddy .. DJ is going to visit your parents ..eat me " I said kissing his lips and rubbing his dick.  Then I heard a car pulled up and Devin walked close looking out the door. "Ahh...I got shot !" He screamed.

**Vote and comment what you think ..sorry for any mistakes ...sorry for the late updates lately ..Who shot Devin ? ..who this person _? ..what's going on with Heaven and Posion ?...where Ivy at ? ..Stay Tuned !!*

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