12. Normal Teenage Boy

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I do my best to pretend that everything's normal. Blue sitting beside me is normal. Blue's shoulder touching mine is normal. Blue smiling at me is normal.

But I fail. Not a single interaction with Blue seems normal anymore.

He kissed me! ON MY LIPS! That's not normal. Especially for Blue, or me! I've never had a boyfriend. That was my first fricking kiss!

Whenever Blue asks me if I'm alright, I tell him I'm tired from attending the wedding. Thank you for getting married, Davis!

I don't want to lead on Blue, but then again I'm not sure if Blue even likes me in the first place.

Aside from that supposedly not-happened-to-me kiss that he gave me, he behaves like he usually does.

I'm scared one day he might say he likes me. What will I do then?

Or is he like going through an experimental phase? I mean, he's a normal teenage boy and I'm the only girl he's close to, so maybe that's why he wanted to try kissing me, to see what it feels like.

But what if it's something serious? I feel like I should talk to Blue clearly about this, but I'm scared of what he'll say.

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