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~BENNIE~

"What are you doing Jess?"  I asked, waking up to the movements of her hands in my jacket.

"Uhm... Nothing" she looked away

"Jess! You weren't trying to smooch my boobies, were you?" I asked again

"Huh? smooch? Boobs?... naw" she fumbled with her words

"Then why is your hand still cupping my breast like a sports bra?" I chuckled at her embarrassed face

"Okay fine! I'm busted! You were squirming in your sleep and had your lips slightly open letting out soft moans as I rubbed your back" she explained "it was hot and I thought... I'm sorry"

"Omg no! I was dreaming"

"Oh!" She said as her light skinned face turned red

"Hey, don't be sad" I nudged her softly "it's my fault, I'm sorry I'm so hot and irresistible" I joked

She chuckled and tried to laugh, so I tickled her ribs and we both bursted out laughing.

Jessica Wagner is my best friend, she's been my best friend since we were little five year old girls. She is also biracial, he father is a German engineer and her mom a Nigerian nurse. They moved here when her dad had to take a job heading a branch of his firm opening here. Jess is really gorgeous, she had long brown curly hair with few visible strands of blondes, a flawless skin with tiny freckles that sat pretty underneath her blue German eyes and on her cute pointed nose and she grew up to look more and more like the girls you see in cover magazines and photoshoots we weren't surprised when she was scouted one day we were out at the mall just before we were 16. I got curious and struggled with identifying my sexuality when i was about 14 and  had a crush on her sorta because I always thought she was drop dead gorgeous but I never thought it. We never really did talk to boys although we got a lot of attention from them. Then one weekend while she was at my place for a sleepover like we usually did one weekend in a month, she kissed me while we were having a shower. we shared the bathroom first time we had a sleepover when we were 8 and we always had since then. I was taken aback when she kissed me, I literally froze with my eyes open at their widest look at her. Her eyes were closed and her head tilted to the right, and she looked to beautiful I was still able to notice this in my shocked state and it amazed me. The kiss lasted about 5 to 6 seconds but it felt like a million lightyears.

"Omg bennie I'm sorry" she started to apologized as she pulled away

Still in shock, I didn't say anything

"I couldn't hold back or suppress it, you're beautiful Bennie and i have watched you grow all these years into the sexy doll you are now. I've had a crush on you for the longest, I have always wanted to kiss you and feel your luscious lips in mine, if they were really as soft and tasted like I always fantasized" she added

"You don't have to be sorry" I managed to mutter.
"I also have a crush on you too" avoiding contact with her eyes.

"So why didn't you kiss me back?" She asked "

"don't know, you didn't particularly me a warning or something" I said. "And I didn't think my first kiss would be with a girl"

"Yikes! Sorry again" she murmured. "did you like it?"

"Yea... yes I did" I replied and felt my cheeks burn.

"So would you kiss me back this time if I kissed you again?"

"I guess so" I nodded shyly.

Then she took my arm in her left hand and grabbed me by my waist with the other pulling me into her in a warm embrace. We were still about the same height then, so our naked bodies were pressed and mirrored each other at exactly the same spots as warm water ran down our bodies.

I struggled looking into her eyes, they were very piercing and it made me nervous. she leaned in closer and closer till I could feel her peachy breath on my upper lip, then I felt her hand slide down my waist and cup my butt cheeks which caused goosebumps to rise on my skin and a moan escaping from my mouth. As if that was the invite she was waiting for, she enveloped my lips in her as they parted and I followed in her lead. It was the best thing ever, her lips were so soft and she tasted like strawberries and milk, she was delicious and I couldn't get enough and from the deepness of her kiss, I could tell she couldn't get enough of me either. Our bodies rubbed against themselves, nipples poked at each other, hands traveling up and down each other's back and groping a butt cheek or two as we kissed each other passionately. I can't really recall how long this lasted for but I know we tasted blood, our lips had become so sore that when Jess grazed her teeth over my lower lip, it bruised and bled a bit. Then we got out of the shower and jess suggested that we sleep and cuddle naked, so we slept spooning and fondling with each other's body.

This continued for a year and some months until I met a boy that became the first boy I liked and ended up dating. Jess got mad with jealousy when I told her about this and that I wanted us to stop what we had been doing, she tried convincing me that I could date and it didn't have to affect what we had, but I told her I actually liked boys and couldn't continue. We had a little outburst and didn't really talk for about 8 months, till our parents stepped in and made us bury the hatchet.

Although I think she still fancies me, she doesn't let it get in the way of our friendship again, and she also found out she liked boys too, but she couldn't just give up on girls.

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"So are you going to tell me what your dream was about?" Jess asked eagerly "or do I have to beat it out of you?"

"Oh yeah?" I teased "Beat it out the Rhonda Rousey"

"Just get it out with already, we are almost at our stop"

"I dreamt I woke up in bus, this bus, to a feeling of someone rubbing my back like you were doing, but on a boy's laps instead" I explained

"That's odd, who is the boy?"

"I didn't get to see his face, but he had the same hoodie the new boy had on"

"Ooo" Jessie cooed "this is getting really interesting bennie"

"What is?" I asked

"Funny how this new boy has done so much to you in just one day... i can't wait for what happens next, the both of you would look good together" she giggled

"Get your head out of the clouds Jess, it was just a dream" I pinched her as we made our way off the bus.

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