I waste every breathing moment thinking of your face,
I waste every second of my day tryna get away,
I focus on the negatives and not what's in between
I'm not trying to be mean, actually trying to get clean
But I don't know how to say it and I don't know what I mean
I love you, despite it all
and I forgive you, for the fall
my heart in a land of pandemonium
there will be a requiem for my soul
