Part 1: i know. i've always known.

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i know. i've always known.

i know that i am selfish.

i know that i have hurt and hurt

And hurt some more.

And i know that i will continue to do so.

And I'm not saying that any of this is okay.

But i am saying that

You

Cannot rush this process.

And yes i know you have been trying for years,

But that is no reason

To try and speed things along.

I'm fucked up.

i barely have it in me to fight the worst parts of me.

But to threaten me with the loss you,

Is not going to help this.

You are making it worse.

And i know this sounds like i blame you,

But i don't.

And i do.

So leave. You've obviously given up.

Like i said you would. Like i knew you would.

Go ahead, add to the people who promised to never give up

And did it anyway.

i tried to warn you, so i am not to blame in this.

i sound bitter?

Well, aren't i?

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