The first time was hard
The fear. The hesitation.
i was a coward. Cowering from my destiny.
But the second time. Oh that second time was...
Control. Release.
i felt it all then nothing at all.
Everything faded away.
But those five scars on my arm.
And that i was all i could think of.
It was all i could see. All i needed.
The sting and the rain,
Sent those lesser thoughts running.
The healing and the scarring proved it.
Proved that this was all of the "help" i needed.
So when the third time came, i knew that everything
Was truly going to be okay.
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For All Of My Lost Causes
PoetryA book of poetry for all of the people out there who have been deemed Lost Causes. This is a book of pain and emotions that I want to share with people who are struggling like I have/am. There isn't a happy ending like other poetry, but it's genuine...