Missing pieces

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As pov,
I woke up on the couch and jacks arm was draped over my stomach and it seemed so familiar but I couldn't place it. I started to get mad at myself why could I remember some things but not others I started to cry a little then he woke up
" hey what's wrong "
" I don't know I don't understand how I can't remember things I don't get how this is fair I can remember things about some people but not others "
I got up and walked to the bathroom and looked into the mirror and I saw something peeking out from under the collar of my shirt. Soon I was standing there with my shirt off looking at my back that had scars all over it and I didn't know what they were from. I took a deep breath and turned on the shower and started to cry.

That day we had gone to the beach and when we went back to Luke's house some other people came over and soon they were all drinking. I was walking back to the living room when it hit me like a wall everything came back I took a couple of steps back and hit the table and the half-empty bottles fell over and I was on the floor covered in the drinks shaking. It was like a horror movie the way it was playing in front of my eyes I started to cry
" Hey hey come on "
Luke said and tried to get me up
" NO don't touch me "
I yelled then jack and Corbyn came over
" come on A "
Jack said and they both got me up and brought me to the bathroom. They set me on the edge of the bathtub and I couldn't move I couldn't talk I couldn't do anything. Soon I was in my bathing suits that I didn't change out of thankfully in the tub as they cleaned the alcohol off me
" jack go grab her some clothes "
He ran out the door and was back in the blink of an eye. They got me dressed and we walked out and I was starting to come back when Sean said
" god A you have them wrapped around you finger come on which one did you do "
I knew he was drunk but it didn't change anything
" What is your problem with me seriously Sean you had it out for me since the day we met ... wait ... I get it now you haven't stopped looking at Jonah like that you're afraid I'll take him away from you and not in just a friendly way ... Luke, I found you your prince in need of saving "
I went upstairs and started gathering my things when Luke's mom walked in
" what's wrong Hunny "
" nothing ju"
" just running "
I sat down on the bed and she sat next to me
" I want to tell you a story about this girl I knew once she helped people she didn't know she'd clean them up to make sure they were safe ... she was the kind of girl that saved me and my son and so many other people ... I get it ok I do but running away isn't going to solve this "
I could smell the faint alcohol on her breath and I knew she was buzzed and I said
" is it still running if you're going home "
She changed when I said that then Zach ran into the room he had just gotten back he went to the store to get some stuff with one of the others. He ran over and hugged me
" are you ok "
" Yeah, I'm fine ... hey um when did you tell your mom you'd be back "
" a month and a half why "
" how long have you been here "
" a month or so why "
" are you ready to go home "
He looked at his phone quickly then said
" yeah "
he ran out of the room and Luke's mom said
" You better get on that before it's too hard to get 5 plane tickets "
" Thanks ... "
" Mrs. Sanders "
I ran downstairs and grabbed Luke's laptop and started to book our flight.