I run to the car, crying my eyes out. "Shh, it's okay. It's okay." Mac rubs my back. "No Mac. It's not okay." I cry. "Calm down, shhh." He continues to rub my back. "Can we drive away, i don't like being here?"
The car pulls up onto the pavement outside of Mac's house. "Can we stay in here for a little bit?" I ask. "Yes." Mac puts his arms around me and kisses my head. "I really don't want this child. Its ruined my life." I sob. Mac stays silent. "You know its ruined my life." I sigh. "What did he say to you?" Mac asks. "He is disgusted and he wants me to have an abortion." I cry. "Don't listen to him, do what you think is right." Mac says. "He is right, I'm a disgusting person." Tears stream down my face. "No you're not, don't be harsh on yourself." Mac raises his voice a little bit. "Will you let me write to the doctor for an abortion?" I sigh. "I can't let you do this Ariana." He rubs my shoulder. "You have an ultrasound tomorrow, you're gonna find out the due date." Mac makes out a slight smile. I sigh.
Rain pours down from the sky, i wake up, really early. Mac and the dogs are fast asleep. I walk up to the windowsill and admire the nature. "When raindrops fell, down from the sky. The day you left me, an angel cried. Ohh, she cried. An angel cried, she cried!" I sing one of my favourite songs by The Four Seasons. I have to admit it, i smiled at my tiny bump for the first time and then my smile turned into a frown.
I walk downstairs and make me and Mac some breakfast. I fill the dog bowls and sit down on the couch and read a magazine. I scroll through it and see an article about Ricky. 'Father to be.' It says. "No!" I shout. Toulouse comes racing downstairs and checks if I'm okay. "Baby I'm okay." I sigh as Toulouse sits next to me. I read the article.
Stephanie Wilbur (22) is pregnant with Ricky Alvarez's baby! The couple are delighted to become parents. "This is all I've ever wanted, i love kids and i am really excited." Alvarez stated. "I can't believe it! I'm going to be the best mother that my baby could possibly want." Wilbur said.
I close the magazine and a tear drops down from my eye.
LA National Hospital: Miss Grande Butera, your ultrasound is at 12:30 PM today. Please inform us if you cannot make it, thank you.
Me: Hi, i will be able to make it today.
"Good morning beautiful." Mac smiles, walking downstairs. "I've made you breakfast." I giggle, pecking Mac's lips. We both eat our breakfast and the dogs eat theirs.
"You're happy today." Mac smiles. "I am." I look at my baby bump.
A few hours later, we both get dressed and head off to the hospital.
We wait in the waiting room and then the receptionist calls my name. "Miss Grande Butera!" We walk up the stairs and knock on the midwife's room. "Hello, come in." She says. "Nice to meet you." I say shaking her hand. "Nice to meet you Ariana and Malcom." She smiles. "I'm Tegan and i will be your midwife. Would you like to lay on the bed for me?" She asks me. I lay on the bed, she rubs some gel on my stomach and turns on her computer. "This is your baby. Congratulations you two!" Tegan says whilst she shows me my baby, i look at Mac with a sad smile but i also shed a tear of happiness. "You're baby is a week old, it's doing well, really well." Tegan says, i stare at Mac and a smile forms on my face. "What? I thought my baby was 8 weeks!" I shout. "Oh no, it's way too tiny to be 8 weeks, it's still an egg really." Tegan giggles. "Doctor Zany said it was 8 weeks!" I say. "Nope, he got that wrong." Tegan smiles. I look up at Mac, tears drop down from his eyes, he walks over to me and kisses my head. "This is the best news ever." He whispers. "I can't believe it." Tears drop down from my eyes! "I can't tell you the due date today I'm afraid, it's too early. Doctor Zany told me it was 8 weeks that's why you're invited." Tegan giggles. "Would you like a picture of your tiny baby?" She asks. "Yes." Mac and I say.
We walk out of the hospital, my legs wrapped around Mac, he carries me into the car. "You're a dad!" I cry, kissing Mac's lips. "I didn't expect this Ari." He smiles. "I'm so happy, oh my gosh." My mascara runs down my eyes. "I'm just worried about Ricky, and what the fans are going to think, we've been together for about 10 days or something." I sigh. "Don't you worry about Ricky and the fans, we simply announce it a bit later than we could've. And with Ricky, text him, you're gonna have to." Mac says. "Alright." I smile.
We drive home, Mac carries me onto the couch and we both snuggle up into each other. "Mac i can't believe it! I just can't." I say excitedly. "Princess, I'm so happy. I can't even speak." Mac kisses me. We look at the pictures of the baby. "Aww." I smile.
SKSKSKSLWOWOWOSOSOSOOSOSOWOWKAMSMAMAMAMAKAK! It's Mac'sssss! I was so excited to write this chapterrrr!
