my wish to meet my Knight in shining armor

chapter 10 no... please no more

WARNING: This chapter contains sexual harassment/assault/abuse, rape, harming or suicide attempt and kidnapping. If you can't handle these things please do not read! If you can't stand it then don't read it! This can trigger somethings if you have experienced these things. You have been warned!

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Sam's pov
My dad was forcing me to live with him and he won't let me call Logan so I can warn him about what is happening. My dad can't get a job because of what happened years ago and so I guess he needs me to help him. He forced me into a car and told me to buckle up and I did as I was told. I was about to cry but I knew that would piss him off more so I tried my best to not cry. I failed at holding it in cause the tears kept coming down. I looked the other way, out the window, trying to not let my dad see me cry. My dad noticed but he didn't get mad he got sad? Why? I tried to not look at him but I ended up turning my head in his direction. He put his hand on my cheek, wiping my tears, "don't cry.. I won't hurt you.. I promise.." he smiled a gentle smile, which made my skin crawl. I was scared. What was he planning? Next thing I know he kissed me. This made me feel sick to my stomach. I cried even more and I was terrified of what was happening and what will happen to me later.

We arrived at the house but I didn't know where this place was. I was to focused on what will happen next to pay attention where we were going. I do know is that it's in the middle of the woods and no neighbors around. Like we are in the middle of no where. This made me even more upset cause if something did happened, I could not get any help if I screamed. I thought about Logan and hopes that he will find me. But the problem is.. my dad threw my phone out the window on the way to a gas station. Smart phones had GPS in them so the police would track us but my dad was to smart and left them a stray. Acting like we were going out of the city or state but really we're right under their noses.

He walked in first then gave me a signal to come on in. It was a really nice cabin to be honest, but I still didn't feel safe. Even if it had a hot tub I still won't like this place. And there was a hot tub... What the heck. Where did he get the money for this?! I know damn well the government did not get him this much. This cabin is huge and has everything that anyone could want. It even had a flat screen TV in the wall.

He turned on the TV and turned it to a show that me and him watched when I was little. I forgot that name of the show but we watched it for hours. He told me to come and sit next to him and I did. I have to obey him or things might get ugly. I have to gain his trust and maybe he'll give me more freedom like calling Logan and telling him I'm ok and I'm 'safe'.

I didn't like hearing my dad's name but when the TV said "Robert Gibson" I got a sickening feeling. He noticed that then turned the TV off. He never wanted me to call him by his name he always wanted dad or daddy. He stared at me, looking me up and down. He then leaned in and kissed me on my lips. He rapped his arm around my bottom back, pulling me in. I wanted to scream. I wanted Logan. I wanted him to stop. I tried pushing him away but he was to strong. He stopped and smirked then he got up and went to the kitchen, which was connected to the living room so he watched me carefully in case I got up and ran for the door, which was right next the the TV. I wanted everything to stop. I wanted to cry out to Logan.

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It became dark out side and it was time to go to bed. "Where is my room?" I asked him. Hoping it was a room far from him.
"I'll show you our room." He answered. He motioned me to follow him and I got up to follow. Wait! Did he say our room? Did I hear him right!? There are so many rooms that I can sleep in or stay in. "This is our room." He said smirking pointing at a room with only one bed. So I did hear him right. He said our. And there is only one bed! I have a bad feeling about this, a really bad one. He told me to take a shower and that my clothes are in the bathroom waiting. I didn't really pay attention what clothes he had for me so I just jumped in the shower.

When I got out of the shower I looked for the clothes. They were on the dryer but there was only a long t-shirt and tight underwear. I felt really sick about this but I was also to tired so just went straight to bed. About 30 minutes later I heard the door open but wasn't facing the door. I was up against the wall/window facing the window. I did see his reflection in the window but I pretended that I was asleep so he could leave me alone, to let me sleep y'know. He got in bed and rapping his arm around me, pulling me close to him. I didn't want this. He whispered in my ear "goodnight baby boy. Love you." That gave me the chills up my spine but I didn't say anything. I just stayed quiet so he would think I was really asleep. I guess he believed it and laid down up against me.

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3:00 am
I felt something go under my shirt up my chest. I flinched in fear but I still stayed quiet. The hand went up and out of the collar of the shirt. Grabbing my face, forcing it to go his way. He kissed me but I didn't kiss back. He wanted entrance and I didn't allow him. He moved one of his hand down where my member is and that made me gasps making me open my mouth. He shoved his tongue in side my mouth. "No... Please.. no more"...