Chapter 4: Alive Then Faded

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    I let the tears spill over my cheeks, my mascara probably leaking down my face with it.
     I finally let the tears go that I had been holding in since Mom died. 
     I didn't cry when we buried her.  Dad was too wrapped up in his own grief.  He didn't need my pain as a burden.  
    I didn't cry when I waved to Logan from the car door.  I didn't want to make it harder for us to leave each other than it already was.
    People walked past me, some sending me concerned looks- some looking the other way with the intention of not having to deal with it.
    Because that's what people did.  They just looked away instead of helping.  And I got that, I did.  I did the same thing more often than not.
    A few minutes later, a felt the bench creak beside me.  It was Dad.  I turned my face away from him, hair soaking wet by this point. 
   Dad just sat there, waiting for me to get myself together.  People still walked by us, but I didn't pay attention to them. 
   Eventually, my soft sobbing died down to soft hiccups.  Dad brushed my wet hair out of my eyes and offered me my sweatshirt I had left inside.
    I slipped it on, wrapping my arms around myself.
    Dad looked at me, his eyes filled with such sorrow I had never seen in them before.
    "Brooklyn," He muttered softly, prompting me to look at him.  "Brooklyn, look.  I need you to understand, okay?  It's not that I want you to leave home, I don't, okay?  I don't want you to have to leave Logan."
    "Then why are we going?" I muttered childishly.
     "Because I was offered a job there," he replied, looking down in embarrassment once more, yet for a different reason.
     "You already have a great one!"  I retorted, rolling my eyes.  Excuses, excuses.
      "No, Brooklyn.  I lost it," Dad shook he head.  "I...got angry.  After Mom.  All I could think about was what I could have done better.  And that blew up in my face, and everyone else's."
      I felt sympathy overwhelm me.  I had just experienced something similar. 
      I knew that I still had to stick together with my family, no matter what.  Dad needed this, and maybe a breath of fresh air would do me some good as well.  It would hurt a ton, but maybe Logan and I would move near each other in a couple years again
Yeah.  He wasn't dying.  I could do this.
     "Okay, Dad."
      He looked up at me in surprise.  "Are you sure?"
      "Yeah," I replied, wiping the tears off my face with my sweatshirt.   "Now, come on, I'm hungry!"
       Dad looked pleased, and I was happy to have been the one to put the smile on his face.
      We stepped back inside and I sat down, sipping on my Coke- this time the memory of Mom feeling lighter inside.
      The waitress groaned from the corner, but I ignored her.  If she didn't want a tip, so be it.
      I bit into my burger.  It was so delicious.  I hungrily took another bite.  I soon devoured about half the burger.
       Suddenly, I began to cough and cough, feeling my throat close up.  I wheezed for breath, and I keeled over, my mouth beyond itchy.  I reached up to my face and felt a small bump there.
      Choking on the breath I didn't have, Dad kneeled down beside me.   "CALL 911!"
      The waitress, previously being a jerk, now looked worried and grabbed the phone to do so.
       People huddled around me.  
       I felt Dad run away, and some other man grasped my arms.  "You're gonna be okay, it's okay."
       The last thing I felt before I went under was the sharp pinch of a needle into my leg, and the last thing I heard was Dad's yell.
 

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