nasa [rants]

☾ got fired aggain

when i tell you all that i was so upset about this.

I WAS UPSET ABOUT THIS.

ok, so this is what went down yesterday when i was work, so as usual i'm doing my normal work day, ya know making sandwiches (oh, yeah i forget to mention that i was working at subway with NO PROPER TRAINING. back to the story.) doing the dishes, pretty much doing everything by myself with zero help, (oh, yes my in store manager & coworker from auntie annie's doesn't help me at all.)

so towards the day, there were no customers, and nothing to do since we've done everything, I look over towards my instore manager (yes, i'm nosey - don't judge haha) i walk over towards her letting her know about Thursday since that is my dentist appointment which wish me luck cause ehhhh i hate the dentist.

so i told her that if i'm working on Thursday or not, just letting her know that I have a dentist appointment, and then she told me that she had to talk to me which leads me to believe that I did something wrong, and red siggggn right there. this is what she told me, alright. she told me that you are off of the schedule because celita, the district manager, and yes I'm saying her name out loud, it's not like she is going to see this or whatever, plus girl is a bitttch told the instore manager that they were too many people on the schedule.

and, of course I start freaking out, panicking, frustrated, because this was so unexpected, out of the blue, like what??! so of course, they had to fire me, ME. That is so messed up you have no idea since I busted my ass off to get this good to horrible job in the first place, and you are going to toss me aside because there will too many people on the schedule.. WOW.

I went in the back to call my mom, and I told her what happened, and she sounded disappointed as usual, we started texting, and she didn't know what to say, neither did I because, this was sooo unexpected, no warning, nothing, just we are going to fire you without firing you. which didn't make any sense but. 🤷🏼‍♀️

now i'm once again without a job, and honestly I feel like a failure in life, like nothing is going my way to be honest, I feel like a disappointment because once again I got fired for a stupid reason, and I really wanted to finish this job on a high note with a full year of job experience in since this was my first job.

but, as usual i'm the one who gets pushed aside when it comes to anything like work related, and it just sucks knowing that you worked so hard to get this one job to get out of a six month depression hole, and then you get fired out of the blue like that with no warnings.

so, that's what happened yesterday, and I'm still frustrated because that just proves to me that they didn't give a shit about me since day one, they fired me because I made one mistake which was I forget to turn off the lemonade machines, so they fired me for that, then nine days afterwards, they rehired me. and fired me again.

like.. I would highly HIGHLY recommend to not work there if you live where I live which probably none of you don't, just a heads up!

that's my sappy story of how I got fired for a dumbass reason once again, i'm kinda glad that I'm away from them because, they treated me like shit, cut my hours, and I wasn't making that much money + the disconnect I felt with working with them, I felt more connected, yet comfortable talking to Walmart coworkers than my own, that's saying something.

I've only liked three coworkers than the rest of them, again saying something. now, all day I've been sitting in my bed listening to music, watching YouTube, I mean I contacted Walmart, but no answer. I'm going try again tomorrow, not giving up. But, now I'm just trying to process the fact that I got fired because of overstaff like whaaaat.

update: dentist appointment, not Thursday, it's tomorrow. yikeeees!! 😬

- fiona