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Amina | 20

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Amina | 20

Amina Johnson

I looked at the empty bottle of Ciroc me and Dave got done drinking. I looked back over at Dave in his drunken and high state. He began to laugh and I began to laugh too, at what? You tell me. We stopped laughing and he got this deep in thought look on his sexy ass face.

"You know what you did for me today showed me you ain't like these regular broads out here. I should've never cheated on you with Keisha, my mind set was fucked. I miss you, it's supposed to be me, you, Kairi, and Giovanni." He spoke in a real deep way and I could tell he was speaking truth.

My grandma always told me a drunk man's words is a sober man's thoughts. I smiled to myself and looked down then my smile faded when I thought of the situation.

"I miss you too, Dave. I'm not going to lie, but Damarcus makes me happy. I don't want to leave him for you because I don't what I'm getting back in. Dave your life style is dangerous. Your in the streets and shit gets hectic. You know how many niggas want your spot and will do anything to get it? I don't want me nor my babies at risk." I spoke to him from the bottom of my heart and he nodded his head.

I had sobered up and decided it was time for me to go home. I slipped my shoes on my feet and looked over at Dave who had his head in hands then sighed.

"I'll catch you later, I love you. Tell Kairi I love her also." I told him as I grabbed my purse and was about to walk out the door when I felt Dave wrap his arms around me.

I turned around and was about to tell him to get off of me but he captured my lips in a long kiss. At that time everything left my mind and all I could think of this fine ass man and his strong arms wrapped around me. His hands slipped down to my butt and he lifted me up and my legs went around his waist.

We continued to kiss as he walked me up the stairs into his bedroom. He layed me back onto the bed and kissed down to my neck and I pushed him back gently.

"T-this is wrong, Dave." I whispered to him with a conflicted look on my face.

"Lemme show you I love you for the last time, babygirl." He told me with adoration in his eyes and I nodded my head and he captured my lips once again.

The rest of my night wasn't just filled with sex, it was filled with love from the man I truly love.

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I woke up the next morning with Dave's arm wrapped around me really tight. I looked over him and realization followed by guilt washed over me. I sighed then got from under his arms and slipped my clothes back on. On my way back to my house I thought of some excuse to tell Damarcus as to the reason of why I was home the next day.

I just hope I don't lose him. Is it possible to love two people at the same time?

Omniscient POV

Amina drove into the driveway and stepped out her car, grabbing her belongings. She walked up to her door and unlocked her door to be met with a tired looking Damarcus sitting on her couch. He looked up with her with a hurt look in his eyes and she gulped visibly.

"Uh, hey babes." She said and walked over to him.

He could smell the sex and cologne of another man on here but he decided to speak on it. He really loved Amina and he knew she had love for him but he knew she wouldn't ever love him like he loves her. Somewhere in her heart Dave would always be the one she truly loves.

"Where were you last night? I waited up for you." He asked her even though he knew where she was, with Dave doing God knows what. He just wanted to see if she was going to lie.

"Uh, after I left Dave's place, Toya called me and I went over her place explained the situation and since it was late, she suggested that I sleep over." She lied to him as he fidgeted with her hands and looked everywhere but his eyes.

"You could've at least called me." He told her and she could hear the genuine hurt in his voice, which only added more guilt onto his conscience.

"I know, I'm sorry. I'm going to go shower and freshen up, how about you get some rest as I do that?" She suggested to change the subject and Damarcus could read right through her and nodded his head since he didn't want to add more guilt onto her.

Once they walked into the room, he laid down and was fast asleep. Amina sighed then walked into her bathroom and ran her shower water. As she showered, she thought of all the events from yesterday and cried her little heart out. She knew Damarcus was the only genuine man who she has had so far and she just had to mess up with the man who built her back up just break her.

The guilt on her heart was eating her up and she had to tell someone about it, fast.

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Amina Johnson

Toya and I had just got done getting our nails and toes done and decided to go to the local hibachi restaurant. The man had cooked our food already and I was ready to get this shit off of my chest.

"T, I gotta tell you something, please don't judge me." I told her as I pushed my food around my plate.

"Talk to me, babygirl." She said in a concerned voice as she put her phone down.

"Ok so, you know what happened yesterday with Dave and all?" I started off and she nodded her head.

"So I didn't tell you me and him had sex." I blurted out fast then bit my lip waiting for her reaction.

Her calm face went to one of a shock then back to a calm one.

"Well, Mina, I'm not a saint myself. But what happened? How did you let your walls break down? He cheated on you with babymomma who was beating his child!" She whispered yelled at me and I put my hands in my head.

"I know, it's just I don't know. When he kisses me and just tells me all of those nice words, I just got weak in my knees. I'm so stupid! I have a perfectly good man at home who's everything I need, but I just can't seem to keep Dave off of my mind." I explained crying and she pulled my head to her chest.

"Don't cry babygirl, every woman has that one man who will always have a special place in her heart. But we have to stop and look at the epitome of things, you gotta let that nigga go. All he go is ruin a good thing for you." She explained to me while she rubbed my back and I nodded my head.

"I just hope Damarcus doesn't find out cause you know Dave is really petty." She said as I wiped my face.

Me too.

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Authors Note:

Alrighty kids, I was in a writing mood, tell me how y'all feeling about this one!

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