Always Remembered

Toby

"Toby I'm here for you when you ever want to talk." Said Mrs. Parker as I was sitting down in the counseling office "I know you've been going through a lot that's why I'm your counselor. What happened today. Why did you yell in class like that.
"I'm just tired of everybody I've done lost all of my friends I have nothing to live for anymore." I said to her
"Don't talk like that."
"What else am I supposed to do no body likes me anymore. My best friend doesn't even want to talk to me anymore he told me that he would always be there for me. But when I want to talk he doesn't answer."
"I'm sure Alex wouldn't wouldn't want you talking like this either." Said said with the sound of sympathy in her voice
"Can I just go back to class."
"Fine I'll let you go back to class but you need to promise not to yell like that again."
I walked out of the counselors office hold everything in not to cry. I have no body everybody has turned against me. I didn't want to go back to class I wanted to go home. I looked around to see if anybody wasn't around so they couldn't stop me. I walked out of the doors and felt the cool breeze hit my face. I started to cry because I didn't want to live anymore. I walked down the steets of Rosedale looking at everything that reminds me of why I don't want to be here anymore. I got halfway home and I saw Alex get off his bus he came towards me.
"Toby whats wrong are you ok." He said to me "I saw you walk out of the school."
"Just leave me alone." I said to him with tears in my eyes
"No you need to tell me what's wrong. Like I said before I'm here for you anytime you want to talk.'
"How are you here for me. I text you almost everyday and you don't answer me. Exactly what I was afraid of happening happened.'
"What are you talking about. You know I'm here.'
"I'm talking about you worrying about a girl that doesn't even like you. You worry about her so much you've done forgot all about me." I yelled at him. "But that's ok I you can have I'm ending everything today."
"What are you saying."
I walked away ignoring him he kept yelling at me to come back but I still ignored him. I went in my house and locked the doors so no one could get in.
I was tired of feeling hurt all the time I decided it was time for me to leave and save everyone their time. I went into the kitchen and got a knife. I found my mother's sleeping medication and then locked my self in my room. I sat on my bed. Waited for a while. I sat there just thinking of what I was about to do. But it was already too late for me to change my mind. I went into my bathroom and sat in the tub. Took a glass of water that was sitting on my sink and swallowed all of the pills. I then took the knife and cut my arms. I sat in that tub breathing heavily. My eyes started to get heavier and heavier every second. Then everything went black.