I couldn't even think right now. My head was spinning, heart pounding, palms sweating. I really wanted this to all be a lie or some silly joke that they were playing on me as a way to get me back for lying to them about me not seeing anyone. A joke that Cesar and the fam came up with because Cesar told the about us. But i knew it wasn't. I couldn't be that lucky. All i could do was look at him. The boy i loved. The one person who made me feel safe, even if nothing bad was happening. That was all being shattered into a thousand pieces. I couldn't even stop them from falling. I just watched them break on the cold floor while i tried to tell myself that i would be alright.
"yeah", the words i dreaded to hear from the person that i trusted the most.
"wait, is he the guy" Olivia asked. I just looked at her and then Cesar before i ran passed him to go home completely forgetting that there was lockdown, but luckily for me it was over already. I went to sleep that night with dried tear stains on my face and my heart in pieces.
That morning i woke up and decided that i could get through the day and just forget that everything happened last night and then I'll come home and cry again. I did simple makeup to cover the dark circles under my eyes and put my hair in a ponytail.
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Since i had time to spare, i went downstairs and poured cereal into two bowls. One for me and one for Tori. Adri wasn't home yet and i knew she would be out for a while so i didn't bother making her a bowl. Tori got here around 7:15 and i told her everything that happened last night. I forgot how much i could tell her since it's been a while since we talked. She even told me that her and Ruby aren't going to work out since he's still hung up on Olivia. Olivia, i can't be mad at her because she didn't know that Cesar was mine. Was he really mine? Did that kiss mean something? Olivia did say that he kissed her so maybe it did. Maybe he liked her but he just didn't wanna hurt my feelings.
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As we walked to school, we saw Ruby and Jamal walking together. Normally we all would walk together, but not today. We passed Cesar's house and i saw him walk out and look at me. I don't even know if i should be mad at him since we weren't official but i really wanna be mad. We got to school went to our lockers and then we went to class.I usually count down the minutes until lunch. but not today, i was dreading it.
