You? Again? [[Eren x Reader]]

11 - Feelings are Unmasked

Eren's P.o.V.

She looks so beautiful. I stared at her longingly as she glances sideways to the group after the last shoot. Our foreheads were rested at each other and she looked back at me.

I started to lean in to kiss her. I don't know what I'm doing. I miss her. And if ever possible, I just want everything that's keeping us apart in this world to be gone.

Audrey, Levi, Her parents and mostly, our past break-up. So we could be together again.

I suddenly stopped in the midst of the leaning in, our lips were inches apart.

'Wait, What am I even doing?'

Its never possible. The things that keeps us apart never disappears. It always comes back and put us far away from each other.

"Hi, Guys!" I heard Audrey's voice.

Me and [f/n] immediately ripped apart from our position.

"Eren!" Audrey tackled me into a hug. I smiled faintly and hesitantly hugged back.

She turned to [f/n] "Hi, [f/n]" she waved.

[f/n] hesitantly looked at her and I can tell that the smile she showed was fake. "H-hi, Audrey....how did you know my address?" she asked.

Audrey smiled wider and said "I asked if from Boss Erwin. I came by to check out the photo shoot"

"A-ah..." [f/n] scratches the back of her neck awkwardly, looking away.

"Hanji!" Audrey called to the brunette. "Yeah?" Hanji looks at her. "Hows the shoot?" she asked.

Out of the blue, I think [f/n] had a mood-swing. Her voice sounded pissed.

"Its done. Go home already" she stormed out of the yard into the house.

All of us gave her questioning looks.

"Whoa," Audrey chuckled "Did I did something wrong?" she finishes. Hanji shrugs.

'You ruined our moment...'

Just when I was gonna go after her, I saw Mikasa walked into the house and felt Audrey hold me back by my arm. I turned to her.

"Let Mikasa handle it" she said. Something inside me said that half of that is to really let Mikasa handle her and the other half is she said that to keep me away from [f/n]. That half dominates all.

[f/n]'s P.o.V.

Why? Why does all moments she has to be here? I looked down to the ground as Eren and Audrey shared a hug.

"Hanji!" he high-pitched voice called "Yeah?" Hanji said. "Hows the shoot?" she asked.

I don't know why but something inside me snapped and I said with a pissed tone "Its done. Go home already" I said then I stormed back to the house and went up to my room.

I shut the door behind me and I sat on my bed. I pulled my knees to my chest and buried my face in my hands and sighed.

'What am I even doing? What is this feeling?'

A knock interrupted me from my thoughts.

"[f/n] its me" Mikasa's muffled voice came.

I wiped away my appearing tears "Come in"

Mikasa opened the door and she looked at me with a concerned look.

"W-what is it?" I asked. Mikasa sat beside me on the bed.

"What happened?" she asks. I hesitated to answer and after a few minutes, I gave up "I...I don't really know, something inside me snapped because...I was irritated" I said.

Mikasa turned her head to me "Ok...but why were you irritated?" Mikasa asked.

'Thats right...why was I irritated?'

I paused for a while "I don't know" I choked out.

"Thats not one of the answers for that question" She said "Well! What else?!" I said "You should know, look deeper into your condition and the situation your in [f/n]" Mikasa said.

Why was I irritated? Is it because...Audrey came and destroyed the moment? should I be irritated? Why is it am I irritated and angry? I don't care about Eren anymore, or maybe...I still care for him. But why am I this angry? could it be? Do I still have love for Eren left in my broken heart?

"You still love Eren" Mikasa said like she was reading my mind the whole time. "W-what?" I asked looking up at her "You still love him" she repeats "I-I do no-" she cuts me off by placing a finger on my lips. "Thats the reason, don't deny it. It's hard to see it, but it's just right there. You still love him [f/n]" She removed her finger on my lips "that's why your angry" she stood up and went out of the room.

She stopped at the door "go down if your ready to face to the wrath of Audrey Craig" she left.

I chuckled silently at her statement but immediately stopped.

'Am I really still in love with Eren?'

That question lingered in my mind. I shook it away.

I changed into a t-shirt and sweatpants and went back to the yard, carrying the clothes I wore before. All eyes fell on me.

Hanji ran up to me "[f/n]! are you okay?" she asked then whispered "...do you need help in disposing Audrey? dayum she ruined the moment" she said.

I shook my head 'no' and she nodded.

I walked to Sasha to return the clothes. Everyone went back to whatever work they are doing.

But before I reached Sasha, I felt someone grab my arm and stop me where I was.

It was Audrey.

"Listen, [f/n]..." she said in a threatening whisper. "If you ever get close to Eren, oh wait, to my boyfriend. Watch yourself and don't be a two-timer. You already have Levi" she lets go of my arm and walks away.

'If you only knew, Audrey...If you only knew'