~ "Write about me" she flirted. "Break my heart first" he replied. ~
I inhaled deeply at my cigarette letting it fill my lungs as if it was the oxygen I so needed to survive. Cooper leant his head back against the ally wall, he had almost finished his cigarette. He looked at me with his blue-green eyes that had dark circles under them due to sleep depriviation, but as if he would care. I had the very same look, except I had a little make-up to hide it. It really topped off my bad ass attitude and look.
"You know, smoking isn't good for you, Alyssa." Cooper mocked my fathers words in a dull voice, but his face was amused. "I'm a teenager-" I took a quick inhale "- I can do what I want" I replied in a sassy tone going along with Cooper and myselfs inside joke. I took one last inhale of my cigarette before dropping it and stomping on it, Cooper did the same.
Cooper has been my best friend since forever, our parents are neighbours and we have grown up best friends. We have been the rebels and bad ass's of the town ever since we could walk. Well, I was pretty girly as a little girl and an angel and Cooper treated me like his princess, but soon things changed. We both just turned bad to the bone you could say.
The tide changed.
I have multiple piercings on my ears and my lip done and Cooper got his lip done as well. Cooper has tattoo's to, but I don't. I just don't think they would fit me right, it would be to much. And don't think for a second that anyting that I do is for anyone else. I hate everyone. Ok, that was exagarration but I don't do things because other people are or because someone likes it or wants it. I only do things for me, and on the occassion Cooper. Only becasue he is my best frined and only decent person on this planet.
Coopers phone rang loud, Arctic Monkeys 'Do I wanna know' bursting through the speakers. That band is my life. Anyways, Cooper pulled his cracked IPhone out of his pocket and looked at the illuminated screen. Bianca Hallaway's name showed up. I hate that girl so bad it's not even funny. She wears the skimpiest clothes and is a total cow. I'm a bad ass but I'm not a bitch and if you're nice to me, i'm nice to you. Simple. But this girl is simply horrid. I get this vibe about her and it doesn't sit right with me. I am no one to judge but only if you knew, only if you knew what she did to me you would hate her to.
Cooper excused himself with a sorry look on his face. he sighed and answered it not sounding very interested in anything she had planned on talking to him about. I took a moment while Cooper wasn't looking to take him in. Take in how handsome he really was. the way he swept his hair back, I think his hair style was inspired by the Actric Monkeys. It wasn't quite gelled back but more to the side and had a little swish or something to it. It was actually very hot. And Cooper has a jaw line sharper and stronger than a diamond and had a fitter body than any other model.
I remember when I had a crush on Cooper. I laugh about it now. What a stupid thing it was. I still get a little jealous when he talks to other girls though, but i know they mean nothing to him. But having crushes and loving is for the weak. I'd rather pretend that I don't have a heart than have a broken one. I must sound very complicated, maybe that's because I am but hey, I didn't ask for anyones opinion on my personality and who I am. But To be honest, I don't even really know who I am.
Back to reality. I was taking in every feature of Cooper, I gotta' be honest, something about his nose drives me crazy! It's cute and it's like the cutest nose. And his strong arms. It's the best feeling in the world when those big arms of his are wrapped around me. Wait, what am I saying? Being in his company is mearly pleasurable enough. But I don't need anyone to make me happy. No one and nothing besides my music and occassional bong.
Cooper ended the line and shoved his phone in his pocket and stood straight after leaning on the wall for ten minutes. "What did she want?" I asked letting my curiosity over power me. "She just wanted ot know if I wanted to hang out later" he replied. "Oh" was all I could say. For some reason I was boiling with anger. Maybe I was so furious because of all the hate I hold for her and all the cruel things she has done. She can just wait until I get my revenge. "Well.. are you going ot hang hang out with her or what?" I asked fixing thesleeves of my eaher jacket, not looking at him in the eye. "No, I couldn't do that to you baby" he smirked and wrapped his arm around my shoulder.
I loved it when he called me baby. It was like I was being assured that he is still there for me and that I matter more than any skank that wants his attention. Anyways, Cooper knows what Bianca did to me and he isn't her biggest fan for it. But to be honest, I still think that he would possibly date her. Only because he might think she is hot. But he thinks that I'm hot to so at leastnow I don't feel so insecure about it. The amount of times he has said the words "Babe you're so hot" to me isn't even funny. But I love that flirty side to him.
"So, where to now?" I asked looking at him this time with big eyes. "To the horizon" he replied with his signiture smile and big dimples that stood out like neon on black.