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Zach POV

I was hurting and I saw that Corbyn was next to me. He can't see me and I can barely talk.. I hate being so alone my family learned sign language but Ryan hasn't gotten it through his skull that I can't fucking hear him.

I wished that I wasn't so messed up! Why couldn't I be normal??! I hate having people ask what's wrong with me, I don't even know what they are saying but I can tell by their like they are judging me again. I let my stupid disability get in the way again! Now Jack is hurt because of me. He had to carry me since I'm so worthless!

"Why are....you crying Zach? " A tall brunette raised an eyebrow as he walked close.

"I hate myself I wish I was never born! "

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" I put Jack in the hospital! I put myself in the hospital! I'm worthless and he ran away and I almost wasn't able to say thank you before he went back. My disability is the worst" Tears poured out of my eyes and wouldn't stop.

I felt a slap across my face. I looked over to see a tall brunette. He was angry at me. I was Jonah.

You think you hate your life?!? I have autophobia! I was the one who saw there was a few kids with guns in the school. I mute! I wanted to be a singer but ever since the age of 7 I realized that dream was crushed. I finally became really good friends with a girl  that I've loved  forever and I was happy to see her after school...but she's dead since I was too scared  and ran away and never went back. My disability got in the way...Many are dead and hurt cause of me. You should be happy that Jack is alive he clearly cares for you. You should be grateful that he still loves you to go back for you. There is nothing worth living for...

I say there pondering his words when I saw Jack walk in I ran and jumped into his arms. Jack looked really grateful, but sad.

"Zach, I want you to know something I talked to your parents and they want to know if you want to undergo surgery... To get somewhat of the ability to hear. Do you want to go though with this?"

I hugged Jack and shook my head yes. I couldn't have asked for a better friend. There is nothing worth living for.....
My heart dropped and I yelled for Jack to get Daniel or someone. I jumped out of the bed and went searching for him.

"Why!?" I smacked Jack and said that if I am talking then it's important.

"Jonah is going to kill himself!"

Jack POV

I was shocked that he used words his voice was sweet and slow. I called Daniel and he was still distraught that Corbyn sadly did not make it through his surgery and died on the table. I answered but there was something off about Daniel too..

"I'm sorry Jack but there's nothing left for me here..."

Shit! he is going to do it to! I finally found the both of them at all bridge and I felt that it was too late when I saw that they stopped as there was someone talking to them. I see Corbyn and what I presumed was the girl Zach talked about getting out of the car.

Jonah ran to her and hugged her tightly. Daniel pick Corbyn up  bridal style and showered his face with kisses and tears.

I wanted to hug Zach and yell him that everything is going to be okay. I turned and saw that he was standing on the edge and jumped...