Well back then i wanted to marry a guy cause i wanted to proved a point that love does count in this kind of scenario but as grew up its really hard to stay true to what you want cause in my country they are really closed off to this kinds of thing but not as hard as fighting them in public just simple looks of disgust and hatres sometimes curiosity other were like 'yes bitch work' also it doesnt help that my exes always cheat on me like always i never had a real relationship so until now i dont really know what love is or whats it liks to be love
