The Girl Behind The Camera | A Park Jimin's Story

Promise

The lights are not switched on in your room. Despite the darkness, both of you still can find each other's faces illuminated by the moonlight. Jimin lies on your mattress on his side, resting his arm on your waist as you also lie on your side, facing him. You don't know what this feeling are, what are you experiencing right now, and what have just happened at the pool. This is too odd to be real, you think. You have so many doubts and questions playing in your mind, but you are too scared to ask, too terrified to hear the truths. You know you shouldn't give your trust that easily, but you can't help with these new feelings you're having, they feel so right even though you know how risky it is to hold onto those feelings too much. You don't know what's worst yet to come. However, the beauty that is lying ahead of you is making your heart to pat your brain to stop with those thoughts and just enjoy the moment now.

"What's in your mind, sweetie? I know you have something to say," Jimin voices softly, his divine voice that sounds like as lullaby.

You wander your gaze somewhere else, trying to escape from meeting from his eyes. After having a debate with yourself, you sigh, shutting your eyes close before opening them back and lock your eyes with his.

"Why... " you sigh. Why me? You are not sure if the question is actually necessary. Insecurities and self-doubt keep hunting you, but you can't make that as reasons for your hesitant to this relationship. If you keep questioning your faith on his and also vice versa, this relationship can never be a successful one.

That's why you have never dated anyone, after him.

Suddenly, you can feel the weight on your waist is lifted, as his hand finds yours. He slips his fingers in between yours, bringing it to his lips as he plants a soft, gentle kiss. The grip is fond and tender, but you can sense a strong feeling that no matter how soft the grip is, he'll grip it till the end of the world.

"This is the sweater that Namjoon bought for you, isn't it?" Jimin asks out of sudden. It is such a random question, but you just nod for a reply.

"He also has bought you watch, some crops, dresses and also those Nike Airs recently, if I'm not mistaken?"

You sneer softly. "How the hell do you know that much?"

"Because, I am the one who hand picked them all for you, darling," Jimin flashes his sweetest smile, an adulterated sincerity and not a playful one.

"All of them?" hint of bewilderment and astonishment are evident in your voice. Jimin notices that and his smile turns into shy snickers.

"Yeah. Joon hyung said that you like everything that I've picked. It kinda astounded me at first, to know you would like everything that I would like for a girl to wear. You don't know how happy I was to see you wearing the crop and the sneakers the first morning we jogged together. And I noticed every piece of clothing that Joonie hyung gave you all this while, including this Balenciaga sweater," Jimin tugs on your sweater a little.

"And, damn, you rock everything that I picked for you! Thoughts on being a model?"