My Secret

Chapter 1 (Edited)

Disclaimer: I don't own Teen Wolf 

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Stiles P.O.V : 

Stiles Stilinski the useless, weak, defenceless human that can't do jack shit. That's what everyone says. Derek, Jackson, my former crush Lydia, and my best friend Scott. Little does everyone know I can do so much more. I just keep it a secret, the only person who knows who I truly am, are my parents. 

I make a lot of jokes, as well as sarcastic jokes, I make it seem as if I have ADHD, but in reality, I'm the complete opposite. Since when would supernatural people have ADHD? The personality that I put up when hanging out with Scott and the others is fake, and it's all because I am scared. It's to the point that I pretended to love Lydia, I even dated Malia. I think of them like sisters. Does any of my friends know the true me? Yes, Malia saw through me and realized my true feelings. She completely understood and forgave me, she is the only one who knows the truth about me, not even Scott. It was as if Scott's changed after he got turned by Peter. Malia is aware that I'm in love with Derek, he's my mate after all. She supports me completely, which I love her for. 

My dad knows about me being gay, but he supports it, which honestly shocked me so much. When it comes to the pack, I make it seem as if I'm only good at doing research and coming up with genius plans, but in reality, there's so much more than that. I can play the piano and sing. Not to mention that I'm not even human, I'm a hybrid, a mix between a mage and a werefox; the very last werefox to exist. I get it from both my parents, my fox side from my Mom and my magic side from my Dad. Both my parent's bloodlines are well known as being one of the strongest in the world. That makes me the strongest in the pack, but they (except Malia) know that. I tried to tell Scott that before when he first got turned, but I guess he thought that I was lying when I told him that. 

Right now, I'm driving to a secret place that only me and dad know. It's a place that my mother owned before she passed and gave it to me. It's a nice little cottage that is near the pond and is far into the forest, that no one knows about. Not even the Hale family. The cottage has 2 bedrooms, 1 large kitchen that is connected to the living room, 2 bathrooms and a giant piano in the centre. It may look small on the outside but in reality, is pretty big. It also has a hidden room in one of the bedrooms. It's a music/studio room, it has all sorts of instruments, guitar, flute, violin, drums, a small piano, etc. The studio is where I like to go because I can show my true talents without anyone knowing. I like to sing when I'm down or just to express my feelings. So when I got to the studio, I headed toward the computer that was connected to the headphones and played a song. I headed to the recording room, put on the headphones and waited for the music to start playing. 

(A/N Where'd You Go? Fort Minor)  

"Where'd you go? 

I miss you so... 

It seems like it's been forever... 

That you've been gone. 

*instruments playing* 

She said, " somedays I feel like shit "

Somedays I just wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit. 

 I don't understand  why you have to always be gone 

I get along but the trips always feel so long 

And, I find myself trying to stay by the phone 

'Cause your voice always helps me to not feel so alone