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by ink-ridden

(A letter not to AJ)
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Austin,

Oh good lord, this is so wrong. This is completely wrong in so many different ways I don't even know where to start. But I can't help myself. I'm stuck between this choice of being ethical and following my heart.

The first time I set my eyes on you, I knew there was only two ways this was going down: either I'd get my tutoring and leave or I'd fall for you in the process. We both know which one I chose.

You're so freakin smart Austin, so talented and focused, I just wish I could be you sometimes. I see so much perfection in you, from your adorable smile to the little things like the way you like to pace when in thought. I've known you for a few weeks now, but it feels like it's been years.

There's not been a single moment when I haven't smiled when you're around and I'm extremely surprised I haven't turned as red as a tomato from all the blushing.

Now I really don't know what to say Austin. I just really really like you. And it really makes me sad that there's no possible way I could have a chance with you.

Yours is deep admiration,
"crazy crazy person"