Oneshots (BTS)

20. Unlovable (Yoonmin/Namgikook;))

hi this is gonna be like only 1000 words because i need to update sjejbs and um namgikook cause i'm a baby bitch for them
Warning: this sucks nd a lil sad

Yoongi's POV

The nights cool air felt good on my skin. I hadn't left my house in days. Everything was getting to me again. Jungkook and Namjoon have been trying to cheer me up but nothing was working. But of course I expected this.

The streets were empty, no one dared walking so late at night. I saw the shop was open. I made sure my tears were wiped off and that I looked a little okay before walking in. The clerk barely noticed me walk in, he keeps trying to keep his eyes open.

I walk straight to the alcohol section and grab a few bottles of vodka, I planned on drinking till I dropped tonight. I made my way to the clerk and asked for cigarettes while setting the alcohol on the counter.

"ID sir?" Of course he carded me, I handed him my ID.

"Min Yoongi? As in 'Park Jimin', Min Yoongi?" He questioned handing my card back.

"Yeah, what about it? Got a problem?" I quickly defended myself and he scoffed hurrying to get me out of the store.

I grabbed my bag and walked outside, immediately lighting a cigarette as I walked down the street.

"H-Hyung! It's not what it l-looks like! Let us explain! Jimin we need to explain!"

I closed my eyes, inhaling the smoke, I kept it in for a second before blowing it out. I opened my eyes slowly and continued walking until I was back at my apartment.

"You know Yoongi, your boyfriend always seems to have his hands down my pants now. He wants to please a real Daddy, not a pathetic excuse for one."

I shut the door behind me, locking it quickly . I took off my jacket and scarf, hanging them up before sitting at my kitchen counter. I felt sick.

"Did you hear? He couldn't even please Jimin. The poor boy had to cheat to get any attention."

I rubbed my hands down my face sighing. Why did this always happen?

I opened a bottle taking a few sips straight from the bottle itself, the warm tears threatened to fall.

"Well maybe if you weren't unlovable I would stay with you!"

The tears fell as I drank more, the events from the that night flashing before my eyes again. I was beyond upset.. beyond angry. He was the one who cheated on me and everyone still took his side because he was a so called sweetheart, the nicest boy around, an angel. No one knew who he really was behind the mask, he was no sweetheart. Never came close to being nice let alone being the nicest. But most of all, he was no angel.. He was more so the devil.

Excuse after excuse after excuse.. That's all I got from him.. The day I found out he was cheating, heh, I had set up a picnic and he told me he'd be there.. He never showed up. I was gonna propose that night.. But no one knew that, they only knew about the fight, but they didn't know anything that actually happened..

"I heard he was abusive, like he'd hit Jimin when he did the smallest thing wrong."

None of it was true.. I never once laid a finger on him like that.. He wasn't the victim here.. I was. I took a shot.

"Get the fuck out of my face! Can't you tell I don't love you!"

Another shot..