I hurt you
I know I did
I didnt mean to be such a bitch
It happens only once or twice
When I get drunk I'm never nice
So I hide behind insecurities
And force myself to not feel
And I think about the dark times
When all I feel is numb inside
And I pretend I dont feel
And it hurts but we were never real
I know you dont understand
But I'm saving you from my hand
And things will be better soon
Because I think it's time to be
Different from the pain we feel
And all the fucking things we feel
I know i keep on hurting you
But I really tried not too
But you forced me too break your heart again
And I know you'll fall apart again
But it is time that we stop this
Because we are toxic
