Seokjin's Pov
I wake up, and get ready for school. Ever since I found out I liked Namjoon my head had been occupied thinking about him. I don't know why but the way he can sweep me off my feet just makes me fall harder and faster into this crush of mine. But it's forbidden in too many ways for it to ever be real. It will always just be a fantasy of mine.
When I get to school I go to the teacher's lounge and look for Hoseok. I need to talk to him about this. I can't deal with it alone. When I find him I ask "Hey, Hoseok can I talk to you?" "Yeah, of course Seokjin, what do you need?" he answers. "Well" I start, "I kind of have a crush on a student..." "WHAT?!" Hoseok interrupts but I keep going "And that student happens to be Namjoon" when I say that he widens his eyes and looks at me like 'Bitch, What!?'.
"Do you want to confess?" He asks "I don't know..." I say "When you know, tell me, I'll help you."He answers and I nod. The bell then rings and I go to class. I have Namjoon's class now, I think.
(Time skip till the middle of the class)
I couldn't concentrate during the whole time of class because my mind always wondered to Namjoon... "Class dismissed" I say, I can't keep teaching today. All the students went (A/N: Jin thought so). So I just started singing unconsciously.
믿는 게 아냐
버텨보는 거야
할 수 있는 게
나 이것뿐이라서
머물고 싶어
더
꿈꾸고 싶어
그래도 말야
떠날 때가 됐는걸
Yeah it's my truth
It's my truth
온통 상처투성이겠지
But it's my fate
It's my fate
그래도 발버둥치고 싶어
Maybe I, I can never fly
저기 저 꽃잎들처럼
날갤 단 것처럼은 안 돼
Maybe I, I can't touch the sky
그래도 손 뻗고 싶어
달려보고 싶어 조금 더
I stop as I hear someone clapping. I look in front of me and blush when I see Namjoon clapping. "W..why didn't you g..go?" I ask him a bit scared. "Because I wanted to keep looking at you, to talk to you, to kiss you..." he says as he starts inching closer to me. He keeps coming closer until his lips touch mine. He kisses my sweetly yet, roughly, with love, yet lustfully too. Like a full on mix of all feelings, all in one simple kiss.
It's so wrong but it feels so right I think as I kiss back. He picks me up and I wrap my legs around him. As we're about to continue we hear a gasp from the door and separate immediately. I look over at the door and see the principal. We're dead. If I were a top Namjoon could have gotten out unhurt but he is the top so... Yup we're fucked.
VOCÊ ESTÁ LENDO
Why Can't You Love Me?
RomanceJimin and Jungkook have been friends ever scince they were kids. They were taught in a religious school where they say that being homosexual is a sin. What happens when Jimin starts falling in love with his best friend? Will Jungkook ever like him...
