Red (TW)

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A/N Hey author here this is a more personal one but it is extremely triggering TWs include self-harm, Suicidal tendencies, self-deprecation and Cursing so if any of these things trigger you please do NOT read this particular chapter.

    I'm tired of living, the things I think are terrifying. I'm scared of the world so I don't go in it, I write my poems just for them to be confiscated. I just wanna wrap a rope around my neck hang it up and then i'll jump. I have scars on my arms from the marks that I made with a razor blade. Then I got caught and they sent me away, I cried at night thinking of my fate. Even then I continue to slice my skin causing me to stain my clothes red, I'm suicidal and anxious all the fucking time causing me to have panic attacks while all the voices in my head laugh while I continue to cry.

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