chapter six

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This chapter is dedicated to @sahywiee for all her beautiful votes and comments.

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I woke up to sound of someone hitting my door God this people cannot even let someone to sleep on a Saturday morning I opened the door and it was ebuka I was about to slap him because he knows that nobody wakes me up early on a Saturday morning but I couldn't slap him when I discovered it was my stupid aunt Felicia that sent him, apparently she wants to talk to me.

I groaned inwardly not even looking forward to this I went downstairs to see my aunt Felicia and my mom,my mom's eyes look so puffy and red from all the crying.

I did not bother to greet because I know that they will not answer my greeting but I think that was a big mistake as my aunt starts shouting I tuned her out and I just sat there listening to all the rubbish when she's done she ask me what I learnt from the story hehehehe which story me that I was not listening I wanted to form something but again is aunt felicia she's not worth the struggle.

So I just shrugged my shoulder and I told her I did not learn anything cause I cannot stress my self for the stupid woman.

She became annoyed cause she was talking for one hour and I did not learn anything she started complaining,shouting and I could not hold the laughter in anymore so i started laughing she became fed up and decided that she was tired of my shitty attitude and excused herself after telling, no scratch that yelling and screaming her lungs out that I would die and rot in hell if I don't forgive my mother so much drama this is the reason why I hate the bitch/aunt Felicia very much filled with rage and anger she lives the house finally.

I look at my mother and all the pent up feelings and emotion surface so I told her how I felt I told her how she makes me feel unwanted,unloved,that sometimes I wonder if she is my real mother that I wonder if I was adopted that she has been nothing but a cold hearted bitch since I was born I voice out my anger I ask her whether it's because I am close to my father that she hates me so much and she nods I knew that she hated me but for her to admit it feels so painful with the adrenaline and anger pumped in my veins I scream and tell her that I hate her and I told her that the world will be a better place without her so I wish that she was dead I leave her there with tears streaming from her face the emotions I've hid so well all these years I have released them and I feel like a huge burden has been released from my shoulders but I also feel depressed dejected and sad and the tears I have been  holding in starts to fall

I fell asleep shortly after and my mother comes later to talk to me and she said that she was sorry that she never wanted to give birth to me but my father raped her because he wanted a second child at all costs and that because I look like my father so much that she hates me and that why she has always treated me like trash she asks if I would ever find it in my heart to forgive her and I walk out on her I want to forgive my mom but the fact that she always hated me because of my father raped her and I look so much like him means that she never gave me a chance that she never accepted me and I hate my father for raping and that's when I made my decision .

I went to my mother's room and I told her that I  forgive her that I was sorry for telling her that I hated her and that I hope we can turn into a new chapter of our life and put the past behind us

I went to ebuka's room because he always puts me in a good mood I stayed there for the whole day with him watching avengers infinity war and crushing on Thanos and teasing ebuka who started crying when I told him that Thanos visits little children who terrorise their elder sisters and  remove all their teeth he started  crying and I told him that the only way that would not happen is if he stop terrorising mercy and I .

I actually felt genuinely happy now that I had reconciled with my mother now I can move forward and reach a new chapter of my life.
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So what do u guys think do u think she can forgive her father ohh and I need suggestion for the next chapter so your suggestions are welcome.

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