Just For You // Park Jimin FF

13 - Truth

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"Why does this always fucking happen?!" You scream in the car and pull strands of your hair.

"Yah!" Jimin yells at you and you wiped your teary eyes and look at him.

"It's gonna be fine. Calm down. We're almost there!" He speaks and you nod your head while leaning back into the chair.

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"Hi...I'm looking for someone named Kim Taeyeon." You calmy inform and the receptionist searches her name up and looks up back at you.

"Bay 12." She simply replies and you bow to her right before trying to find a door with the number 12.

Jimin follows behind as he suddenly bumps into your wheelchair and you're stiff.

"Bay 12." You whisper under your breath and Jimin knocks on the door 3 times until a young lady opens it.

"Uhm...Kim Taeyeon? I'm her best friend." You weakly speak and the lady nods her head as she lets both you and Jimin in.

You're knees are unbuckling. Taeyeon in a hospital bed, weak and fragile. She's resting but wakes up from your loud footsteps.

"Tae..." You mumble and she smiles up at you.

You hesitantly push your wheelchair up to her and she sits up. She has less hair than before and her face is disoriented like she hasn‘t slept for days.

"What's going on? What happened?" You ask her as Jimin just stands from afar.

Taeyeon mustered up the courage to speak. The lump in her throat got bigger the closer she were to speak. She's finally telling you the truth.

"I have...cancer." Her voice cracks from her tears forming up in her eyes.

You were speechless. You didn't know what to do but to just cry. Clear salty tears drag down your cheek as Taeyeon picks up your hand.

"I-I got diagnosed 2 months ago....I didn't want to tell you cause I didn't want you to worry. I did start losing hair so I wore extensions. I'm so sor-ry Y/N...I-.." Taeyeon stops speaking as tears builded up in her eyes. Your heart beats faster as you hold her hand tightly.

You couldn't hold it in anymore. More tears fell down your face as your head fell in both of your hands.

"Y/N..." Taeyeon's raspy voice calls for you.

"Why now..." You manage to speak up and she Taeyeon tries to calm down.

"The doctor said that I was getting weaker and weaker. He said I could only have a...year to live..." You shook your head trying to deny the fact.

"No! I can't lose you!" You plead as you wipe your fallen tears away.

"You were and will always be my best friend! You're all I have. The only girl that accepted me. The only person that didn't fucking hate me for being me! Please don't leave me...." You pressed the back of her hand against your forehead. She started to shed her own tears the more you pleaded for her to live forever. 

"It's almost evening. We should go back." Jimin softly speaks up and you think for a bit.

"I'll stay here overnight. I'll look after you." You tell Taeyeon and she shakes her head.

"No Y/N. It's ok, I'll be fin-"

"No. It's from my heart...I'm staying." You cut your best friends sentence with your own and she looks over to Jimin. He nods his head and smiles to Taeyeon, she smiles back and he exits the room.

The woman from before picks up a purse and a jacket. She goes over to Taeyeon's other side and kisses her head.

"See you later fighter," She whispers to Taeyeon and then looks over to you.
"Thank you too." She gives a warm smile and leaves the room.

"Who was that?" You asked confused.

"Oh. No one anymore." She tries to shake it off and you look straight into her brown glossy eyes.

"Taeyeon." You dart at her and she looks everywhere around the room except for your eyes.

"I'm tired. I'm gonna take a nap." She lies back down on the bed and you watch her every move.

"Let's not talk about her please. I'll tell you when I'm ready. Trust me." She mumbles and closes her eyes.

You're in shock and you move back from the bed to the small bench placed in front of the window.

Time: 6:57pm

You sigh as you lie down on it uncomfortable. You try to lay on different parts but nothing was taking the discomfort away.
You groan as new tears start to fall down your face again. You silently cried as Taeyeon falls asleep in the hospital bed.

This always happens to me...

You open up your phone and scroll through the pictures. The pictures of you and Taeyeon, you and appa. Life's difficult.

You didn't feel anything. Only guilt and sadness. You shake your head as you lightly slap yourself trying to calm down.

"It's ok...it's ok.." You talk to yourself but moments later you're balling again.
"It's not okay..." You wipe your tears away frantically as you search for your headphones.

Once in your hands you plug them into your phone and decided to sleep with soft music.

"I can do this...I can.." You whisper to yourself and place the phone down as you try to sleep.

Nothing.

You thought of another idea which was to write. You had a intrest of writing poems and stories of your own.

Title: Just for you

Dedicated to my best friend; Taeyeon and my superman; Appa.

Life was hard. It's like a wave of hurdles coming at you like fish. I was never ready for any-

Your phone dropped out of your hands and hit the marble floor as your eye lids close and your body goes limp. You snuggle your face into the bench and fall into a deep slumber.

New text - Park Jiminie

Goodnight Kitten ~ 🌙☁

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A/N: Hey guys! Enjoying the book so far? hopefully. I thought to make a new illness for a character because I keep seeing brain tumors in fanfics so wanted to change it up a bit. Hope you like it! To know more wait for da next chapter! Ayeeeee, byeeee! I love ya guys (づ￣ ³￣)づ

(edited) A/N: sorry I had to unpublish this chapter cause I forgot some small details hope that‘s ok.)