"L O S T"

First love/sea

E X H A U S T E D

all the tears in my eyes
all the pain that i have
and yet i still don't want
to let you go
it's like a bad nightmare
all over again
like a circle with no end

and i'm getting exhausted
by keeping you with me

N O O N E

i thought after all this time
we were something
i thought you loved me in some way
but in the end i realised i was no one to you

T H E  Q U E S T I O N

I love when you say
all these kind words to me
but do they really mean something
or are they just the words you tell every girl

W H E N I R E A L I S E D T H E T R U T H

staring into the dark sea and thinking about you
of course you
you're always on my mind
can't help with that
just thinking about how you need to make one step to show me that i'm something to you, that i'm not just someone you met accidentally
yeah, compliments are cool but they're just words, you know
it's cliche but i need actions, i need you to prove it
but you don't want
that's okay, i faced the truth long time ago
but this feeling inside me
the feeling like i'm dying it's stronger than me
and I'm not sure if I can do this anymore
i'm destroying my life because of you
i care for your happiness, i care for your sadness
i care only for you
if you could just see me in another way..

D I V I N G

you're like the sea dark and cold
you give me the comfort of being wanted and then you throw a wave at me
i'm diving into the water
trying to find you but you're not there
and you will never be

P A I N

the night when we
were drunk
we hold our hands
i was cold
you were warm
that night
i felt the perfect balance
between us
i felt how your heart beaten
i felt every breath you took
i was lying there with you
and i was thinking how can something
so good can be so painful