"L O S T"

i lost myself but then i found you & I lost myself again

L A S T D A Y

the last day came
i was so afraid
and i wasn't ready
but i let you go
cause all of these lies
were too much
all of these excuses
were too ridiculous
you said i wasn't ready
for something serious
but that was just
another excuse for you
cause you love your
freedom too much
to leave it

D I S T A N C E

i know you're too bad for me
i know i'm one of the many girls
you're screwing right now
but fuck
you make me feel so special
but then the disappointment
comes cause
out in the public you
act like you don't know me
in your bedroom you act
like i'm the only one for you
then you decide that
you don't want me to get hurt
and try to let me go
but you never can
you try to keep a distance
but last night when
we were together
cuddling with our warm bodies
under the blankets
the only distance i felt was
between our souls

N E E D Y

staring at me
with those crystal eyes
and i'm crying
cause i know
you're not the one
but it doesn't really matter
cause i need you
you make me whole again
you make me feel like someone
and i have never felt this way

L O S T

They say
girls have a gift
a gift that should be
shared with someone special
and i thought this special is you
but I was so wrong

I  M I S S  Y O U

I miss your hands
touching my body
I miss you biting my neck
I miss screaming your name
when you get harder on me
I miss our little adventures
in the bathroom

I miss dancing
with you naked
I miss you kissing me
under the shower
I miss you pushing me
to the wall
I miss all of you

D R E A M E R; L O V E R; C H A S E R;

He wanted to know
who I was
but the thing is
I'm many things

I  (D O N' T)  R E G R E T  I T

The time I spent with you
is the time that I regret
and love more than anything
I wish I can go back
and make you stay with me
but actually I don't
but I do want you to be close to me
but I prefer to never see you again