"L O S T"

I  W A N T  T O  B E  H E R

i love the moon
as much as i love
the people around me
She is beautiful
and fierce
i want to be Her
to shine in the
darkest nights
to give hope
to listen the stories
of the mortal humans
and know that i'm eternal

S H E  T H E  M O ON

it's a full moon tonight
and i'm sitting on the rooftop
watching it all alone
no sign of people
maybe they're scared
cause She
makes people feeling alone

N O T H I N G

sometimes i need silence
i need loneliness
in this time i can
truly find myself
no music
no people
no talks
just me
and the moon
perfectly quiet

A L O N E

i don't know who i am
i don't know who to be
cause being myself it's not enough
i'm not enough for my family
not enough for the boys i've loved
i'm insecure and scared of what life will bring to me
and i'm alone in this terrifyingly big world

C O L D

she got too much pain inside
she was born with little more anger
and there was no one to help her
so she learned how to hide them
in order to be calm
she became emotionless and cold

A C C E P T A N C E  I S  A  B I T C H

i'm scared to show myself
cause i never know
how people would react
will they like me?
will they hate me?
and the most important
will they accept me?

I  L O V E  T H E  M O O N  W A Y  T O O  M U C H

sometimes i need silence
i need loneliness
in this time i can
truly find myself
no music
no people
no talks
just me
and the moon
perfectly quiet