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He should be disgusted.

Horrified? Angry? Something like that right? Anything like that sounds better then how he really feels.

He felt warm.

He's thinking of a boy who's killed Because of him. For him. In his name.

To protect him. Because he loves him.

But can he even call this darkness love? Or is it a sickness?

Why has he not told All might? Why is he keeping this a secret? Is what he's doing right?

He shakes his head to clear his frightening thoughts. It's been three days and sho and his friends were going on like normal besides then talk of a dead student recently found.

People were freaking out a bit and Izuku Try to stay with sho as much as possible to ensure sho behaved. But he can't always be close to sho. He needs to have a talk with this other. But he's not sure what to say.

He sort of understood sho only killed to protect. But how can he explain a better way?

He looked up at the bubbly girl as she went on about something and smiled and nodded to whatever she was going on about. Perhaps this is not very friendly but his mind is elsewhere.

Sho was walking quietly on his other side and Izuku bit his bottom lip catching shos attention somehow, the half and half hero staring at his lips making Izuku blush and look away when the other licked their lips.

The young hero looks back to their friends as they walk out of the school and begin to part. Usually who goes his own way and will follow him him, Izuku knows Becuse he's not completely stupid.

But when sho began to say goodbye for the day Izuku cut him off. "Have a good day iz-" "will you walk me home sho? I want to talk to you a bit..."

Izuku felt flushed at the large smile he's given as Sho beams. "I'll love to walk with you." He said and Izuku swore as they walked Sho stepped closer and their shoulders bruised against each other.

It was only when they were almost halfway to Izuku's home that Izuku spoke up from the comfy silence. "Sho? ... About the other day. That man... The one you..."

Sho nodded watching Izuku as the young hero tried to find words. "... I'm... Sorry sho. I know why you did it. I don't blame you for doing it. But... To take someone's life... How does it feel to you?"

Izuku watched as Sho seemed to really think on the words for a full minute or two before speaking.

"When it's for you. I'm glad. When it's for you... The piece of shit deserved it." Sho said in a dark undertone that made Izuku shudder. "But... After I feel bad. Because I know you don't like it when I do stuff like that." He said his tone now is soft, gentle and calming.

Izuku was even more torn hearing such words causing them to walk in silence again.

Sho watched Izuku and let the back of his hand brush against izukus making the boy flush easy and honest. He didn't like to lie to his angel so he only stretches the truth a bit.

"Sho, what can I do to help you?" Izuku asked as he stopped walking at sho had to turn around two steps ahead.

"Help me?"

"I... I'm here to help you. I'm... Your hero right? So... What can I do to ease you? You... Must be in some kind of pain?"

Sho watched Izuku try to come up with innocent reasons on why he kills people. So pure. To think he, who enjoys killing anyone who upsets his angel, might just have mental scars that make him think killing people is the only way. He does have issues. But the kind his angel is thinking.

"Pain..." He mutters making Izuku watch him as he stepped closer. "The only pain I know is being away from you. And seeing you unhappy." He said as Izuku took a hesitant step back but Sho expected this.

"I'm not a monster for trying to protect you, am I?" Sho questioned stepping forward but of to thensideba but forcing Izuku to turn as He stepped back a bit too to keep them face to face.

"NO! You're not a monster! Your amazing Sho.... Theirs... Theirs are just better ways then killing..."

"Yeah... I guess. But by not killing them they could get away, they could damage things around us, they can even really hurt us. Hurt you. You already get hurt enough my angel..." Sho said, moving forward until Izuku's back hit a stone wall. The street perhaps had only a few people on it.

"Won't it be better to make a killing blow then take time to try to capture them alive?" Sho continues libing to rest his arm slanted above his angels head as he leaned his head down.

Izuku felt almost intimidated by the situation against the wall like this but he didn't feel any fear. Sho would never hurt him.

But he couldn't deny the points sho made. But killing is still wrong! It shouldn't be encouraged. And he felt himself swallow hard at how close the other was.

"Sho... You don't get it. They may be evil, but they probably still have families who love them that will get angry if they die. They can probably be brought over to the good side or at least spend the rest of their lives making it up to others. Killing doesn't fix anything." He said moving a hand up to touch this cheek the half and half hero face flushed.

"As for preventing damage, that's why we train. The better we get, the better we can stop villains from doing much damage. Do you understand?" Izuku asked watching sho look away in thought and then look back. "I understand what you're saying. But it seems tricky to do... Killing is easier..." He mutters, making Izukud's throat feel dry.

"I... I get that. But... We're trying to be the better person." Izuku said trying to not stutter as his thumb rubs Shos cheek. What sho said made a lot of sense. It would probably make things easier. But there's a lot of good reasons to not kill the bad guys.

"I'll consider your words, my angel." Sho mutters at last after a slow pause. "But I want you to also see things from my point. Consider my words while I consider yours." He said and Izuku could only know stupidly as Sho finished his words by kissing Izuku on the nose, flustering him.

"O-okey sho... I'll... Consider what you said." He hesitantly said, making Sho smile widely.

"Thank you. Shall we keep walking?"

"Yeah... Let's... Go." Izuku said will flustered as Sho stepped back and began to lead the way.

((Sorry for late chapter...))

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