𝐌𝐞𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐓𝐨 𝐁𝐞 (𝐇𝐞𝐧𝐫𝐢𝐤 𝐌𝐢𝐤𝐚𝐞𝐥𝐬𝐨𝐧 𝐋.𝐒) **Being Edited**

Last Few Days..

this mystery figure has been on my mind for the last 8 days that i have been back and i see him everywhere i go at first i just let it slide since most vampires are just curious when seeing an original walk around but he doesnt stop following me which is making my anger rise and i know marcel and everyone has noticed my sudden mood change but there to scared to ask me what happening well except my 3 main boys but i just ignore their questions

so far the mystery figure has popped up at the boutique i go to and the hair and nails salon when i was getting highlights and a french manicure, he turned up when i was feeding on a tourist and when i had a little walk around the shops..basically he is stalking my every move and its driving me absolutely crazy ive decided to finally ask someone about him and who he is im just hoping they know something if not they all will be witnessing my bad side which i try my best to hide but im extremely pissed now.

on the brightside calvin called yesterday telling me how there all doing really well with their self-control and how their hightened emotions are slowly starting to balance out finally but unfortunetly they have not been doing as well in the trainging feilds but they will figure it all out eventually i have total confidence in them

'i wonder how nik is doing with his hybrids?' the thought crossing my mind

knowing him he would want them as close to him as possible and not do the smart thing in training them..yes werewolves are very strong and exceptionally fast but that not enough to stay alive, you need to know how to fight and control your emotions so they dont get the better of you if a fight will come it all comes down to skills in the end and im training my hybrids to be almost as good as me..i wont teach them all my tricks but enough to take down anyone who threathens them

since the mother-son lunch date with marcel everything else has been good with the quick updates from calvin and their vampire trainers ive been spending most my days in niks old office in the french courter making a pie charts, line charts and bar charts for each of my hybrids hybrid

the pie charts are to show each of their strengths and weaknesses and the line charts show their improvements so far and the bar charts show which emotions have been showing up the most since the transition now their emotions are hightened we want to keep an eye on each hybrid even calvin since when you change your a completely different person when your a vampire even if its just half vampire like a hybrid you loose a certain hold of your humanity and you need ro fight yourself to keep it intact so you dont loose yourself along the way and the world we live in will defitnetely make you loose your sanity eventually specially after living for a long time

i should know i have killed hundreds and thousands even billions of people since i became a vampire..i lost my way and my emotions controlled my actions thats why i trained myself not to feel anything without turning it off so i dont cause more destruction but i do still feel emotions when i want to and their positive feelings but when it comes to kol..my emotions go haywired and loose control slightly

but otherwise there always intact like everything else..diego has been helping me with my charts sorta..like i said before he is like the baby of our small family so i decided he could colour in the charts for me so it makes things easier for me..plus he really wanted to help me out and nothing wrong with making the charts look good

when marcel and thierry saw him colouring them in for me they kept making jokes and teasing him like brothers do, to the point he had a small tantrum and killed two tourists out of anger which leads to why im making my hybrids learn control

it was pretty funny watching them all bickering and teasing one another when i watch them at moments like this it just shows you their inner child and how much humanity the three of them really have it makes us all closer.

deigo is the baby of the family marcel is the older cocky yet sensitive brother and thierry is the more responsible and worry of them all being the middle child of the three. they really do make me happy and give me the mother role that was taken from me all those years ago..i would of been a good mother but i know my brother and his wife would of raised my baby boy just as well and loved him uncondotionally.

kol hated that i took marcel in under my wing along with nik since he thought i was replacing our baby boy with someone elses but it wasnt that when i first saw marcel i knew he needed me like i needed him and thats why i saved him and im glad i did, hes turned into a strong person he is a survivor and im proud to say i raised him. kol and mines relationship my have gotten worse since then with him thinking i replaced our child and all but i dont regret it no matter what he says marcellus is my son whether he likes it or not

today was like any other day except ive been documenting the hybrids progress onto my laptop so i can put it onto a couple flashdrives just incase except only difference is im doing it at the bar where camille or as she prefers cammie works. i met the blonde on my 3rd day here and we have spent abit of time together discussing how the brain works since shes a trained psychologist i thought id use a few of her methods with doing tests on the hybrids to see their reactions and what makes them tick

as she was telling me about a theory she worked on in university i noticed the mysterious stranger watching me again from across the street making my blood boil

"cammie i have to go, i forgot i have some important matters to attend to" i smile sheepishly

she just laughs and waves me off

"alright ill see you later olivia" she smiles warmly

i pack up all my things and down the last of my drink before walking out the doors towards where the mystery figure was and like other times he disappeared without a trace..

'ill find him eventually' i growl in frustration