Cure || TomuFemDeku

Chapter 39 - Depression

A/N- You guys hate Deku now, right? T^T

Then I think...

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Midoriya's Residence,
Izuku's room,
Nighttime...

Midoriya's POV

I curled up myself into a ball, crying in the corner of my room ever since I returned from Kacchan's house. I left all of my belongings there. I had no time to think straight at all. I was too shocked of my own action.

What have I done...?

Why didn't I resist Kacchan back then?!
Why did I give in?!
Why did I enjoy it?!

I'm really a cheap girl like Kacchan said before...

Hahahah...

I'm such a cheap girl, right...?

I never deserved Tenko-nii's love at all... How can a cheap girl like me was beloved by a kind man like him?

I never deserve any love.
I never deserve this life.

In fact, I never deserved to breath in this world at all...

I'm a mistake.
A mistake that trouble everyone around.
A mistake that disgust everyone.
A mistake that should be disposed.
A mistake that should just disappear...

Disappear...

Disappear...

Disappear...

Disappear...

That's the answer. I should just disappear from this world from the very beginning.

In this way, no one will be hurt by me, right?

Mom won't suffer the loss of Dad when he left us after he found out I was Quirkless.

Tenko-nii's heart won't be broken by my cruel action and words anymore.

My friends won't worry about me anymore.

This was a perfect plan. Just so perfect.

"I shouldn't exist in this world..."

"I shouldn't be born..."

"I should just die..."

I slowly stood up, walking lifelessly to my study table. I pulled the drawer and took out something.

A scissors.

Soft chuckles left my lips as my eyes locked on the scissors. Finally, I could end everyone's suffering.

I pointed the sharp tip of the scissors on my wrist. Tears fell from my eyes as I smiled happily at this moment.

I slowly grazed my wrist with the scissors. I could feel the scissors grazing my skin.

F-Finally, I can sleep for eternity...

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