I couldn't be here anymore. All that was happening was that I was being hurt, no one else seemed to understand except Savannah. My brother has been avoiding me since we got back and I don't understand. What has he done? I'm still trying to figure out who Savannah's soulmate it, she won't tell me. I want to get out, get away, this was my last option and I knew one place no one would ever think to look for me. No where would be safer and that could be garenteed.
As soon as the headache had subsided we prepared averything we were going to need. I even had to write a letter, I didn't want anyone to follow me and I know they wouldn't figure it out. Only Savannah would know where to look but she is coming with me so everyone else is screwed.
My Dearest Georgeo,
I don't know what I did and I don't want to know, but I am sorry. I just want to say goodbye to you. Our time together was so short and I know that this will hurt but it is the only way for me to survive, I can't be here when you practically hate me and my heart is tearing just at the thought. No matter what happens, remember you will always be in my heart and my mind.
I am going to be long gone when you read this letter, you won't be able to find me and please don't try. I need to leave and I don't want anyone coming after me. I know that you won't understand my motives and you would never listen to any reason so I ask that you just remember that you would do anything to make a soulmate happy. This will release me and let me heal. I may come back one day but be happy my love. I will never forget who my soulmate is because you have my heart, I want you to go and do whatever you want. Whatever you do, don't stay here. Live your dreams and don't look back.
Please don't tell anyone about my leaving, let them find out over time. I know that they will hate me but I just hope that you won't. Whatever happened I know that it wasn't your fault. Your heart it kind and true. Your love is the best thing I have ever had. I have been around for a while and I have never met anyone as pure. Be the person I met in the field. Don't change. We will always be together in spirit even when we are not in body.
Goodbye and be safe
Love for eternity,
Catrina
I was crying and I couldn't imagine what it is going to be like for him. I have no idea how I will survive but I need him to be who he truly is. Not someone my Mum can turn into another one of her robots. I looked back at my packed room and at the letter waiting on the mantle, he would find it in a couple of hours. With the thought of never seeing him again I jumped out of the window and met Savannah by the stables.
"You wrote the letter didn't you?" Her eyes were full of sympathy and I couldn't bear the fact I was leaving him so I silently nodded, hoping it wasn't real. We saddled up and left. It was early dawn, the sun just rising over the hills, making everything that much more surreal. The tears flowing freely down my face, felt like iciles and there was nothing I could do which would stop them. All attempts were futile.
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We had been riding for a few hours and I knew that we needed to leave the horses now. The tracks were too easily detectable, as we dismounted I told the horses to head home knowing that they could understand where I wanted them to go. Horses are just so understamding. This day was becoming worse all the time.
As bad as it sounded I only felt bad about leaving a couple of people; my brother and Georgeo. I felt bad for the people who had to put up with my mother but I didn't care about leaving her behind. No matter what I went through there would always be a hole where my heart is meant to be. Georgeo will forever have my heart with him, even when it doesn't seem like it. We had known eachother for like three days and I was already unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him. I would be his for eternity.
We continued on foot and we covered a lot of ground. We had been running for a couple of hours and we had made it to where I knew noone would find me.
We had arrived at the werewolf camp...
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