S(he) be(lie)ve(d) - Reimagined

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Kyle POV
I woke up to see I was in bed by myself. I wanted this to be one lucid dream, but when I woke up the articles were still there and so were the messages between me and Blue where I acknowledge I messed up. Taking a shower realizing I'm up early and not even Greyson is up yet, I head downstairs after to see Blue in the kitchen the baby monitors close by. She looks over at me and I paused seeing the tears in her eyes.

" What the hell" she exclaimed sliding her phone over and seeing more pictures had come to light. " What did you do" she cries as I get closer to her to try and calm her down. " baby" I say softly as she kept crying. " What did you do?" She cries out again before she hits my chest with both fists. " What did you do?" Her cries of distress and pain followed each hit. " Baby" I say again as she just kept hitting me. " What did do you do with her Kyle, GOD!" she cries pounding some more before she turned back away from me when I never gave her an answer.

" Blue I'm sorry" I say when she grabbed her phone and wiped her tears. " I'm sorry" I say again but she pushes past me and goes back upstairs. " Fuck!" I groaned slamming my fist on the counter. I fucked up, I fucked up bad. I slipped up and gave in to temptation that wasn't worth losing my wife over. The pain in her voice when she was asking me what I did with Katy's as the pictures from us being spotted by fans who took and submitted those pictures when they found out that I was in fact still married to Blue.

I don't know why I did it, I don't know why I stepped out on Blue and Greyson, it was only supposed to be a getaway so Maya would be able to have both her parents together and happy memories, but I fucked up the already sceptical trust Blue had with me when I'm around Katya and I fucked up her love and trust for me as a whole.

I know I was going to need to work hard to gain Blue's trust again and get my marriage back on track, I just need time for Blue to trust me again and I hear footsteps coming towards the kitchen as Blue held the baby monitor in her hand and tears in her eyes.

" really Kyle? I've been loyal even humble and when it came to you and Katya I always tried to swallow my pride the whole time " her breath was shaky and I could only look at her and see the hurt and pain I've inflicted upon her with my infidelity and giving her the ultimate betrayal of sleeping with the first mother of my child. The tears flowed and I felt like shit as she stood her crying to me over something that I've done.

" If you could just explain a single thing, that I've done to you to cause you pain, I will go and let you be with Katya in peace" she cried setting the monitor on the counter before turning back to me, her eyes red from crying a pained look on her face.

" I don't want Katya, Blue I'm so sorry, I love you" I go to reach for her but stop myself as she stepped back to lean against the counter. " Please explain to me how everything I've ever had from you was already taken from us a year ago and we worked so hard to rebuild it and I fell so in love with you again " she pauses looking me in my eyes for the first time since this has happened. " just for you to take it away from me again, yet this time I remember everything, the hurt of seeing it, the pain in my heart as you stand her and look at me and all you say is that you are sorry" she turns her head as if looking at me too long hurt, and it actually might be hurting her just to be around me right now.

" What about our vows Kyle?" I hung my head as she reminded me my actions hurt her deeply. " Right" she says softly as she retreats back upstairs and I saw her take the monitor with her, the tears staining her face. When she did look me in my eyes, it was as if I have snatched all her happiness away from her, in several ways I have. I betrayed her trust, I disregarded our vows I made to her in front of our families and friends, my pledge Ito love her no matter what, she believed every word I said to her and now to her it seemed like I lied.

I didn't, I was just being a dumbass who saw some ass being thrown his way and caught it, when I had a family at home, a wife and daughter who loves me and I let them down. She has every right to be mad and not want to be near me. In her own words, this isn't like I know she was hungry and ate the last slice of pizza, I had a public one-night stand affair with the first mother of my child and completely humiliated Blue for the whole worlds to see and I am so sorry. I can only hope that my future actions prove how sorry I am to her and the world, I want nothing more than to work things out with Blue. I fucked up big time and have to own up to my actions. I know every time she sees me she is going to be reminded of what I've done, I know the fans are going to shit on me for a while, I didn't care what they had to say I only cared what Blue had to say, I've heard what she had to say and It's clear I've hurt my love deeper than anything in this world, I hope she gives me the chance to right my wrong. I know what she needs now more than anything is some space and as much as I don't want to, I have to give it to her.

Going upstairs I start by going to our room and seeing she wasn't in there, but the monitor was on the dresser where it's usually located and the door to Greyson's room was closed letting me know that Blue was in there. I wrote a note detailing where I would be going, I would be staying at an extended stay hotel for a week to give her some time to cool off and have some time to herself, I let her know that if she needed anything for the house, Greyson or herself to not be hesitant to call me. I left the note on the bed and began to pack for One week. I got a call from Jordan while I was in the closest and he was saying her was thinking about giving Perrie some much needed space, I then informed him of my plan and asked if I was cool rooming together, i could use the company and since we were going through the same situation, we'd have someone who understood how the other felt.

Taking the note, I put it on the fridge and left for a while. I attempted to knock on Greyson's door but she didn't answer, though I knew she was inside due to the TV playing a kids show in the background and the soft cooing of Greyson's voice. I got the message and was now leaving the house. Meeting up with Jordan in the lobby as we checked into a dual suite, connected by the bathroom that has a divider door from the two rooms. " I'm just gonna take a nap, uh I'll get up with you later" I say, and he nods, and we dap up before I go to lay down. Planning to brainstorm on how I can restore thing with Blue. I was regretful in my hookup with Katya and afterwards she knew that we couldn't do anything else and that if it wasn't about Maya it wasn't happening. It was too late, but I'm focused on my kids and making things right with Blue.