S(he) be(lie)ve(d) - Reimagined

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Blue POV
Walking back in the house it was silent. My mind spun out of control around like a cyclone. This ain't a home it's a house now and everything in me wants to huff and puff and blow this house down. I was so angry and the person I wanted to talk to the most was part of what was causing my anger which made me even more angrier.

I stood staring at a mirror in the hall. Maybe he slept with Katya because she looks better, I have gained a few pounds since giving birth to Greyson, maybe she was a better mother, a better person to Kyle, maybe she was just better in his opinion and looking in the mirror at the tears that streaked my face I was nothing like her, I will never be her, how could I keep my man when I was far from what he desired.

I twisted my face up because the longer I stared the longer I hated what I saw in the mirror to the point where I could m
told it in anymore and took my anger out in the mirror and punched it as the sound of shattering glass filled my ears and the pain from the impact and possibly being cut by glasses seared through my hands. I just kept punching and kicking the mirror until a puddle of glass surrounded me and I was being dragged away.

Kyle POV
Pulling Blue away from the now destroys mirror as her hands were bloody and she was screaming and crying I held her tightly not wanting to let go. " Blue BLUE STOP, LISTEN! YOU'RE CUT! STOP" my voice boomed loudly to get her to stop because she cut herself and her thrashing around was going to worsen her injury. " Kyle oh god" she cries as I was now getting the both of us off the ground. I carried her gently down to the kitchen where we kept our medical kits. She was silent the entire time I was cleaning her up and she had stopped crying. " thank you" she says softly when I was done. " I'm sorry I broke the mirror" she wasn't looking at me.

" I'm sorry I'm the reason you broke the mirror" I'm not dumb I know she's going through the motions and reeling in with my infidelity, she asked me to come him but at the studio told me we were going on a break and yet she came home anyways. " I love you Kyle" her response threw me off. " and I don't know what to do, I feel like I should have seen this coming, for crying out loud you moaned her name in your sleep, but I love you and I want so badly to get past this, I just feel like we both have our issues we need to work on, I mean I lost my memory on you shortly after we got married and while I was pregnant with Greyson, it took a toll on the both of us and that is a whole lot of baggage" I nodded listening to her. " I'm at a loss and you're the only person I want to talk to but it was you who got us into this mess and I want to be so angry with you but more than anything I feel like I'm angry at myself" I pull her into a hug and rub her back.

She was finally letting it out, she had cried, she'd talked and sang it out but now she's actually letting more emotions outside of betrayal and sadness so through. All I could do was hug her. " what do you suggest we do Kyle? I want to work on us, it just feels so hard" I wipe her tears. The frustration clear and evident that I tore out household apart spiritually and mentally so she did it physically. " I suggest starting over, we both went to work out and move forward together, you're going on tour soon that's the space we would need to reflect and for us both to try and grow from this and when e come back, we start over, I want you Blue, I swear to god I want you, Greyson, and Maya you girls are all I care about, I'm so sorry Blue, if you just let me, we can start over and build again"  this seemed like my last chance to make it right with Blue and prove to her that I really want it. I really wanted to right my wrongs. Her eyes held an emotion I haven't seen since she lost her memory, she was scared and unsure.

Blue POV
I loved him dearly. I loved him with all that I am. " I love you!" I exclaimed letting the hurt out. " I love you so much Kyle" I go to pull away from the hug. " just love me back" I say kissing his cheek. " I do, I LOVE THE FUCK OUT OF YOU BLUE AND IM SORRY" he exclaims and I nodded. " I love you Blue" he pulls away to look my in my eyes. " I love you" I could hear the conviction in his voice, he meant it, he's told me it was a mistake, a ladle of judgement, that I wasn't the problem. I could see the love in his eyes and a part of me wanted a deep dive, I really wanted to give in. So I did, leaning my body back into his as I placed my arms around his neck initiating the hug this time. I leave soon and if a break was what we needed to start over and get past this than that's fine. " Kyle" my soft voice catching his attention as he pulled away.

" yeah" his eyes still filled with love and he was attentive to what I was going to say. " Ghostin uh releases next week, and a teaser releases tomorrow for it, and I know we both heart me say that we're gonna get through this but the fans aren't going to focus on that verse and with us releasing Met Him Last Night issuing you and Jordan that warning they're going to make a spectacle" he nodded and shrugged. " Blue I do not care what the fans think, the only opinion that matters is yours and that your hand gets better" he says and I noticed he was holding my injured hand gently so not to cause any pain. " can we just go to bed?" He nodded and helps me down from the counter. Heading to bed I drifted out with thoughts swirling around how tour will be traveling for three months around the world. Me and Kyle at a standstill while we work on us, I hope it gets better from here. I did notice that the love never left his eyes, much like it never left my heart and gave me hope that we will get through this and work past this.