S(he) be(lie)ve(d) - Reimagined

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Blue POV
I was having a hard time right now. Kyle was upstairs sleep, rightfully so, it was 1 in the morning. I had been pacing all night, after our talk I went into the library and just zoned out my mind running a million thoughts a minute. I finally got the courage to go upstairs and see Kyle in the bed. I saw he left plenty of room for me, out of habit I assumed. Something was pulling me to the bed as I looked at him. Before I knew it I was on my side of the bed and laying next to Kyle. The warmth from his body as he laid facing the door and I naturally laid so I was too, as if we were cuddling.

I laid thinking about if they slept in the same bed together after their dirty deed was done. Before I could stop them the tears were flowing, and I tried to hold it in but right as he instinctively put his arm around my waste I knew it was his arms that I needed. Part of me knows he wishes it was her in this bed with him, I mean even before he did it he had a wet dream about her, was that the first one? Was it the last? Biting my lips as it quivered and my thoughts betrayed me just as he had. I cried until my eyes closed and I fell asleep, the reminder that this was real was Kyle's arm around my waist as he slept.

Kyle POV
As my alarm went off and pulled me from my dream I groaned. My dream was that Blue had came in here to sleep with me and cried herself to sleep. Upon opening my eyes I feel the warmth of Blue's smaller frame against my own, letting me know that she had came in here and slept with em, and the tear stained pillow let me know that she indeed cried herself to sleep. Shutting my alarm off quickly I slowly and gently pull away from her. I began to get ready and shower for practice, the state of my marriage had a big ass question mark on it and only myself to Blame. I thought long and hard about how in the end the only way to make things right and prove to Blue that it truly was just a reckless mistake that had no meaning behind it was to do exactly as she says, give her space, be there for her and be patient. Only hating myself cause she don't want to verbally admit that it hurts her, yet she didn't need to, her tears that stained her pillow told me for her.

Once I was out the shower and getting dressed I see Blue was gone, the bed was not made though, this told me she was probably going to get back in bed soon.  I shot her a text that I was going to practice and would be coming straight home afterwards. About ten minutes into my drive to practice she thumbs up reacted to the text. She then began typing but stopped. I click my phone off and keep driving.

* after the guys practice *

Perrie POV
Sitting in practice as they said we were going to go on a break after this tour. For at least two years, but this was not the end of little mix. I nodded listening to everything but I was really tuned in on if I was gonna keep my marriage together. I wanted to just seeing Blue attempting to work through it gave me hope, but then again Kyle didn't have a baby on her, but they both cheated. Kyle's was just recent, mine happened to be after Skylar was born. It's a lot to deal with. " and I know that Blue and Perrie will really appreciate this break" Leigh-Anne was saying and I was nodding as Blue was looking out the window. She had been silent as I have this entire time, we've made no statements, our children are with their grandparents and we've been dealing with the situation at home behind closed doors.

I loved my husbands but he actions have me questioning his love for me. Initially I wanted a divorce and he left to a hotel much like Kyle did. Then when I looked at Skylar and all I saw was him in her, I knew I was just angry, I didn't really want a divorce, I was so pissed, but the love is still there, it's very much still there. So why would he do this to his family, I am his wife, we have a daughter. We had a life and he turned cruel with his cruel action. " are you guys set to go on tour in two weeks" Yazi asked as we were at the studio and Blue nodded. She then gets up and goes inside the booth after whispering something to Chef our engineer slash producer. He fires his laptop up and  pulls up the song I started. Did she write to it? My suspicions were confirmed when I heard the beat and my voice go " late at night I'm sipping as you pass me by" I smile actually curious as to what she's gonna add.

It seems to be a freestyle and neither of the girls knew that I recorded this song or that I asked Blue if she wanted in on it as they watched and listen. " red or white, you pour another say it's fine" I mouth the words as Jade and Leigh nodded. " I don't believe in you" Blue's airy voice harmonized with mine and she sounded as if she believed the words she was singing. " cause I know just how you do" she harmonized again.

" Ive seen the devil yeah I met him last night, had conversation yeah I think he's alright, seemed kinda funny yeah he kinda my type yeah, yeah, yeah" my voice spoke about my husband and how I described him as the devil. " I've seen the devil yeah I met him last night" Blue harmonizes with me and then it hit me that she didn't bring any lyrics with her, she memorized this song in the three days they were gone, something was bothering her and we were about to hear it. " one conversation now we're spending the night" she was singing under me at this part. " I think I love him though I know it ain't right" I mouth to the words she was letting me sing by  myself. It was then that I noticed that Blue had FaceTimed Kyle who was sitting on the phone listening and so I FaceTimed Jordan as the music took a break and as Blue nodded to the beat feeling it out.

" you got me fucked up I won't let this happened again" I pulled my head back and the girls dropped their jaws as Kyle sat there listening to his wife cause him out in a song. " this the last time you won't take advantage of my innocence, I don't believe in you, disguised but I see right through" she floats over her verse as I nodded and Jordan quickly got the hint that he just needed to listen. Kyle was now in a car.

Blue POV
Before I called him I text Kyle to come to the studio, no explanation but then I called him before I got in the booth and was letting it out, getting it off my chest. " mmm" I Adlibbed as Chef started the song over and I was just doing backing vocals and adlibs at the moment. Kyle walks in with Jordan and they both looked like deers in headlights when we all looked at them. " sit sit sit" Chef says having paused the music. " you ready Blue" she nods as I turn my head back to her.  She let me sing the chorus by myself until my verse. " how could I ever believe home, the one that could be so deceiving, boy you were my only vice I never feel this way" my voice sings and I see Jordan look at me when he hears this.

" won't be no hostage I'm leaving, boy you just gave me a reason" Blue nods to these words as Jordan just kept looking at me, granted this song was written before I decided I didn't want a divorce, I haven't told Jordan that though, at least not yet. " no one ever thought I'd be the one, no one ever thought I'd be the one to fall, watch me bounce before I give you my all, so I promise tonight is the last call" Blue sang before just providing harmonies and adlibs to the rest of the song. " that's wrap" Chef says and Blue nodded, only she didn't exit the booth, which made me wonder what she had up her sleeve as Chef began to click around on his laptop.