I wanna be His Boy

Is it the truth?

Carter's POV:

I was laughing at Emma and Marley, it looked like Marley was a flirting with Emma. I had to ask. I clicked on Marley's contact and messaged her without Emma. I found out a lot about Emma and Marley, little stupid things like their favorite color. I liked actually havng people to text. Majority of my life, the only one I would text was my partner. I am so thankful it is changing now though.

Hey, I have to ask you a question.

I checked the time. It was 4:15. I put on my hoodie again and took my medicine for my head and my usual ones. I hope Jordan will actually show up. Of course he will. I shook my head and grabbed my wallet and vape. I took a few puffs of it. I loved this thing. I picked up my paci then threw it into the corner of my room. I haven't been able to go into deep little space. I sighed softly. My phone was buzzing. I picked it up.

Jordan:

Hey I'm almost there. Like 5 minutes or so.

I didn't bother responding and went downstairs grabbing my bag, maybe we will work on the project. He asked me where I was going. I told him I'll be back. I need to go back for my homework. He didn't respond. I walked out the door and over to the next house so he wouldn't see Jordan's Jeep picking me up. I looked around and still didn't see his car. I pulled my vape out, I was nervous. Why was Ashton acting like this? Why does he want me to stay away from Jordan? As I was thinking the Jeep pulled up. The window was rolled down and I saw smoke coming out of the window. He vapes too. I looked at Jordan. His eyes were bloodshot, his hair was a mess. But, he still looked hot. I got into the car.

"What's wrong? Are you sure you want me to come over? You look like you need sleep." I asked him concerned. He shook his head as he pulled off.

"I have been worried sick about you. You don't know Ashton like I do. There is a lot of things going on. I know I fucked up. I did. I let George hurt you and now you have stitches." He slammed his fist on the wheel and I jumped a bit in my seat. "I'm sorry. Just wait until we get to the house. I promise I will explain everything." I nodded softly whispering okay still a bit afraid. I looked down at my phone and saw Marley responded to me.

Yea, whats up?

Time to ask.

Do you like Emma? Please don't feel offended. I just could have swore you flirt with her constantly. I'm sorry if I got it wrong.

I clicked off of it. I put on Sik World, Tear me apart. It was so soothing. People think I'm weird because I don't know any songs on the radio but I can tell you any underground rapper out there. I mean I liked it. So I guess that's all. I glanced over at Jordan, he was biting his lip. Then he was biting his nails. Why was he nervous? I don't know if I should talk.

All I got was dots from Marley. Shit, I fucked up.

I'm really sorry. I didn't mean to upset you.

I put my phone back in my pocket. "So you vape?" I took a puff of mine. I had menthol and pomegrante.

"Yeah, I do. Frozen apple." He smiled at me and I couldn't help but smile back.

"That sounds really good." As I said this we pulled into his driveway. Again his huge house. I never saw another car here except his. He got out of the car while I was in a daydream. I quickly hopped out and followed him into the house. He took off his shoes at the door and put his keys and jacket on the hook. I took off my shoes showing my cactus socks. I giggled softly looking at my toes wiggle. I could see Jordan watching me.

He went into the kitchen. "Carter, what do you want to eat?"

I heard my stomach growl but I still had the dirty feeling in me. I didn't want to eat. Maybe that's why he left early. Maybe Ashton thinks I'm too fat. "I'm alright but thank you."