I haven't wrote in sometime... I have been busy with school and life .... for the past I would say 3 weeks I have cried soooo much....well more than usual. I got into an argument with my mom about first cleaning then I went into something more...emotional and we started to talk about the past and how she get bad that she wasn't in my life in the begging and how she wanted to make it up and that she was trying get beat and I said that she always is trying to say something and not really trying to listen about what I have to say it's been three years after I moved in with my mom and three years Since I came out the hospital she said the when the police were at my school she said I was her opportunity to "get me back" honestly I didn't have much of a decision of If I wanted to stay with my dad or move in either my mom. There are days where I thought that it was my fault that my grandma got early Dementia I think that's what it is called after I started to live with my dad I feel terrible for leaving I felt like I just ran away from my responsibilities again and this time got away I knew my grandma could not walk my dad Barely could walk. I feel selfish that I just wanted to get away it got to point I was tired of hearing my own name being called I felt like a complete piece of shït after leaving anyways I was crying partly because of that and also because I just felt lonely and that I kinda did miss the voice but I'll talk about them another time.
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I just want to add I know I don't have good grammar or punctuation in this but I wasn't focused on that I was focused on writing and getting some of my feeling down sooooooooooo sorry
~Lexus
March 3, 2019 6:26pm
Sunday
YOU ARE READING
My Life....I Guess
RandomThis book will be about events that happened in my life that i would share i guess you don't have to read it i guess if you do than thanks I know I have a boring life and nothing interesting really happens much I still what to talk about it Also...
